I can't see myself with anyone but you
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I sat on the patio with Rosalie it was sunny today her skin glistened in the sunlight I sighed shaking my head I had until graduation to do everything I could to see Leah She'll probably hate me later
"What's wrong?"Rosalie asked bringing me from my thoughts I looked over at her we sat on the couch
"Nothing....Well maybe it's just....I have a lot to figure out in such little time"I said taking the hand that was placed on my arm
"You mean what you're gonna tell Charlie"she says I looked at her
"Yeah....I don't wanna ruin your mood"I said she looks at me
"You're not"she says
"I am...."she cuts me off
"But you can't stop thinking about it"she insists I sighed running a hand through my long hair
"No....I mean what am I gonna say to my mom...or my friends....my aunts gonna hate me"I said
"I don't want you to be what I am....especially when you have a choice"she says I turned towards her
"No I don't the Volturi will kill us all if we don't Rosalie....I know what I want...."she cuts me off
"You don't..."I cut her off too
"I want you....because honestly I can't see myself with anyone but you and if that's me not knowing what I want I don't know what is"I said she cocks her head to the side
"You don't want this"she tries once more
"I do....there's nothing you can say to change my mind"I said I leaned in to kiss her she meets me halfway I pulled her closer feeling her eyebrows furrow her cold hands come up to my face I pulled away and she squeezes my hand getting up
"I'll go make you some lunch"
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We all sat at the table with Bella's friends today Edward and Bella arrived taking a seat beside me
"Hey Just in time Alright check it out"Eric said
"Alright let's see what you got My fellow students Cool Right? Wow Okey right? Cute We are the future Anything is possible...If you just believe Nice Blah blah blah...Perfect And got your self a speech"mike says I picked up a French fry
"No this will be her speech When she wants everyone to throw diplomas at her head"I said pointing it at him before eating it
"See Elijah gets it So...Thank you"Jessica says snatching the paper and balling it up
"Ya gotta embrace the cliches Jess"mike said I rolled my eyes
"Not all the time"I said
"They have the bread and butter of all valedictorians"Eric pips in
"And that is why you are not valedictorian"Angela says
"And Jess doesn't need cliches Speech is gonna be epic"my sister says I high fived her
"Epic? It'll change lives"Jessica says Jasper Alice and Rosalie sat down Rosalie on the other side of me I kissed the side of her head my arm wrapped around her shoulder
"I decided to throw a party"Alice speaks up
"After all how many times we gonna graduate high school?"Jasper says I smirked
"A party? At your place?"Eric asked
"I've never seen your house"Jessica says
"No one's ever seen their house"mike says
"Another party Alice?"Edward asked
"It'll be fun"Alice said I scoffed
"Yeah That's what you said last time"my sister said
"And we all know how that ended"I said Rosalie hit my arm I looked at her
"Too far?"I asked I noticed Alice sink in her seat her eyes distant obviously having a vision
"A little bit"
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"Alice had a vision didn't she?"I asked her once we got in her car she sighs
"Elijah"I cut her off
"don't do that you don't have to protect me right now I'm not a little girl Tell me"I told her she looks at me
"Okay fine she had a vision"she says I nodded slowly
"About"I pressed she turns her body towards mine
"We've been tracking a situation in Seattle for a while Unexplained disappearances killings...If the situation gets anymore conspicuous the Volturi will step in" she says I nodded
"And they'll see that me and Bella are still human"I said she instantly grabs my arm
"no we'll go to Seattle if we have to"she says I nodded
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I hear the door open to my old bedroom saying a quick bye to Rosalie I turn to see my mom
"Hi sweetie"she says I smiled
"Mom"I said as she comes to hug me I held onto her tightly
"God I missed you"I said my chin on her shoulder and eyes closed
"I missed you too honey"she says softly we then pulled away
"So tell me all about your new girlfriend is she pretty?" I cut my mom off laughing
"Mom"I groaned I sat down on the stool as we moved to the kitchen
"She's perfect"I said looking at her she smiles
"You sound like you're in love"she says I chuckled
"I am I'm falling for her"I said nodding
"That's the best part" she says handing me a cup of orange juice
"Anyway Edward seems..."she trails off
"Tense I know He's a great guy though"I said knowing he could hear me anyway
"I hope you're looking after your sister" she says turning to grab her a bottle of water
"I am you know that"I said moving around to wrap my arms around her shoulder
"I hope you're looking after yourself"she says I smiled
"I am stop worrying so much" I said
"Your hairs gotten so long"
