what you think after words

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by luna13swells

by luna13swells

song-nightcore million reasons

jeff-

after about an hour Jeff had left, you were alone. thinking. you were thinking about how this once perfect relationship turns to what it has become, what has it become? did you break up with him? no, no, you just needed some space...that's it, ya just some space, to think. why am I blaming this on myself? he was the one to hit me because I asked him to clean HIS mess, but he also had a lot of work and stress put on him lately by slenderman. so does that make me the bad one here? ughhh??!!?! i'm so confused! what am i meant to feel?!?!

ben-

i....just...want...to...beat...that...cunt. HOW DARE HE?!?!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HIM! I BUY HIM NEW GAMES WHEN HE ASKS, CLEAN THE HOUSE ON MY OWN WHEN HES TIRED. I COOK FOR HIM WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, ANY TIME HES UPSET OR STRESSED I COMFORT HIM BUT HE NEVER DOES THAT FOR ME ANYMORE, I GO TO WORK TO PAY FOR THE BILLS WITHOUT COMPLIANT, BUT HE TAKES IT ALL WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! TO SPEND IT ON GAMES! NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE GAMES BUT I PREFER TO HAVE MY MONEY SAVED UP FOR MY AUNTS MEDICAL BILLS. EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS I'M CLOSE TO HER. SHES PRACTICALLY MY SECOND MUM............did i do something to make him this way?

slender man

I don't now what to say, think or feel since that moment. my whole world collapsed when his hand came in sharp contact with my right check instantly creating a bruise. I think it hurt me more mentally than physically. because of all the abuse I suffered as a kid before the police got involved 3 years ago. and he knew. He knew i'm still healing not just physically but also mentally and this, this, scenario brought back lots of unwanted and hurtful memories . I'm not sure that i'm willing to forgive him for a long time. that's if he even wants my forgiveness. After all i'm just a a pain that's causing him stress and he said himself that he wants me gone.

laughing jack

i'm wondering what went wrong. I gave him a chance after finding out he is a killer. but he threw it in my face, he knew about my trust issues after the last break up and what happened with my sister. when I was finally starting to open up he broke me, torn me and just plain abandoned me. why do I still feel a connection with this man? when he torn my heart, future and dreams into million little places like I was nothing to him, do i mean anything to him?

hey guys in the next scenario i will explain their dark pasts for you but this kinda hints at them. hope you enjoyed, please vote and comment any nice suggestions or any opinions about this book! see ya in the next scenario!! xD ;)