something is wrong and idk what it is
i think it has something to do with my crush, cucumber and the fact that i haven't done anything all day. i just need to be doing something, improving my life somehow. all i've done today is look at trips that would get my out of this hell hole for the summer, create a blog, and watch wayyyyy too much "awkward".
omg al these girls are dress shopping for the dance already it makes me so depressed. my mom asked me the last time we were at the mall if I wanted to look at dresses and i told her no and her response was "oh of course, you'll probably want to match with your date anyway". i laughed and told her that there was no way anyone was going to ask me AND SHE DIDNT OBJECT. EVEN MY OWN MOTHER THINKS IM UGLY and you wonder why i have issues.
i honestly just need a really long hug from tristan right about now. ugh. i swear i'm gonna kms
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Randommy new rant book boiiiii pretty much just an extension of "hi" come for the aesthetic cover, stay for the depressing indirects and life issues
