April 13, 2017
josh,
it's been a month. a whole month without you. i feel like a mess. i feel like i'm drowning in my own thoughts. i would say i feel alone but that would be a lie because i feel so much worse. have you ever just laid on your bed at night and just cried? cried because you're just so anxious as tired and lonely and you don't know where life is going and you just want to end it all but you can't. i feel like nothing. i can never sleep. you were all i had josh. you fill up my mind. what if something's happened to you. josh, you were my best friend and so much more. i had so many things i wanted to tell you but i never had the chance.
love,tyler
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this chapter is quite long.
~chloe xo
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missing you //joshler
Fanfictionit's different now you're gone, i don't feel the same inside. we haven't spoke in a while.
