goodbye love | jung hoseok x reader | sequel to "dear happy."

nine

hello love,

y/n.
i visited you again.
and i saw someone who looked like you.
it was your mother.

she said,
that you had been,
diagnosed with depression;
since you were sixteen.
she told me your story.
she told me how you were in an abusive relationship,
how your psychiatrist almost raped you,
how your friends betrayed you,
and how your father left you.
she told me that even she left you.
your mother also said,
that you sent her letters.
all the time.
but she lived very far from you.
she lived in another country.
so your letters sent late.

she only got your suicide note—
a month after you sent it.
but she didn't open it.
she only read it last week.
she felt guilty.

and she said,
“she was supposed to shine like the stars— but her light dimmed too quickly.”

and i feel like,
i knew you even more.

i smiled at her,
and left a bouquet of your favorite flowers.

for the last time.

— hoseok