Attractions-Tracob

A/N why I haven't updated

Hey guys I know you guys might be pissed off at me for not updating but I have reasons.

1) Drama within friends: long story short, all this shit is going on and I'm not involved in it, other than the fact that I'm getting blamed for things that I didn't do (misunderstandings) and for things that happen to others that I have no control over (it's complicated)

2) As y'all know, I'm a foster kid blah blah blah. Stuff is happening related to that which can effect my entire life right now (no exaggeration)

3) Anxiety: My anxiety attacks has been getting worse lately to where the slightest thing can frighten me and when I'm frightened and don't understand things I panick and run to my room where I just lose it and start bawling my eyes out and I blame stuff on myself n take it out on myself and blah blah blah.

4) Depression: My depression has gotten worse. My depression started kicking in last year when stuff happened that's family related and I gave up.

A little background on that is that I was that one kid who went through some shit but refused to give up and always 'saw the good in everything'. But I was never as good as my big brother blah blah blah.