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"Science convention field trip"

"it'll be fun" they said

"You'll see your friends" they said

"There'll be stuff there" they said.

But hey, at least I got a plant out of it.

So, a little while ago
Our school took our whole grade on a field trip to a science convention.

Now, not many people know this, but I'm a huge fucking science geek.
Like
Huge man.

We go there, and my friends had to run to keep up with me

I was here

Then there

Than magically over there

Woohoo I was all over the place

Yea it was fun for awhile..

But in between the presentations, we were let in to this huge as fuck room, where there were tables and everything

And it was so fucking crowded.
Like holy shit.

I had like 7 panic attacks
But I was distracted by the exhibits and demonstrations to really notice.

My best friend and her girlfriend actually lost me for awhile, while I was wandering around​ and being a dorky science nerd.

Then

I saw one of my really really old friends
Like, I knew him really well.

And recently my subconscious had been fucking with my dreams lately
So I felt this immediate sense of panic/dread/happiness.
I really wanted to go over and say "oh hey man! Long time no see!"

But of course not
I mean, this me we're talking about.

We made brief eye contact, and I panicked and ran off
Wow
Great fucking job, right?

Ugh.

My friend eventually finds me, and I kinda briefly explain what happened
And her gf ((which is my ♠))
Is yelling at me to go talk to him
aND SHE DOESN'T SEEM TO FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT I CANT
I PHYSICALLY JUST CANT

So, I abscond bc I don't wanna deal with her bs.
And as I'm walking away, I freeze
Cuz hOLY FUCKING HELL

One of my other old best friends
((He and I dated for a bit before becoming just friends))
BruSHED RIGHT PAST ME
LIKE
HOLY FUCK

Yes, I will admit
He was just as adorable as before
((He's fucking tall tho))
But I really didn't feel any attraction to him.

More than anything, I wanted to tap him on the shoulder and socialize with him
Maybe get a hug out of him cuz I'm lonely ;-;
He just kinda disappeared tho.
Like, literally ran off without even looking at me ;-;

Again, I told my friends and we kinda looked for him before giving up
As we were finding a teacher, bc we didn't know if we had to leave or not
I spotted them

They both were sitting down by against the wall
With about 50 other guys and girls

Now, if it had been just the two, I would've gone over and said hi
But of course, my fucking luck
A goddamn crowd.

So I'm literally shaking and trying to breathe, while my ♠ is yelling at me
And my best friend seemed to tired

As all this is going on, I'm coming to realize how horribly pathetic I am and how much I'm a waste of matter
So I run off, to a literal corner, and toss my coat over my head and break down

;-;

Yea it wasn't fun

Oh well tho

I got a plant tho

His name is George.

Bai~
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