My heart slows
My legs wobble as they hurt
My speech to grunts
My arms shaking
My body cold
My mind slows me
like thick mud
my sight of that looking through a foggy mirror
My balance like walking on a thin rope
I'm scared
I'm really scared
It hurts
It really hurts
Gotta smile
gotta tell them I'm ok
Can I continue
I have to
Have to walk
Have to smile
Have to pretend
Have to distract
Have to be sane
Can I continue this lie have to but it hurts it hurts so bad
I want to be normal
But everything's wrong
