loving you

baby shower

d pov

I grabbed her arm before she could leave out the door. 

"LET ME GO!" she screamed 

"LET YOU GO SO YOU CAN WALK OUT OF MY LIFE? AND TAKE MY SON WITH YOU? NO!"

 pinned her up on the wall. holding her wrist. "D IM NOT FUCKING PLAYING YOU NEED TO LET ME GO. ITS OVERRR!"

"No no no, we came to far for it to be over now."

"We came to far for you to cheat on me"

"see, thats where you're wrong"

"nah, she clearly pregnant. she looks about ...  4 months"

"look can I explain?"

"No need"

"yes need. listen, It was when I was in the hospital..."

"I don't wanna hear this shit"

"... she climbed on top of me and i ask her what she was on, she started kissing me ..."

"D I SAID I DONT WANNA HEAR!" she started crying

"... But I pushed her off of me. I told her I love you way to much to even look at another female. She got mad climbed off and when you came in she started acting like she cared. I didn't say shit cause shit ....  she was kissing me. and even though I was mad I still cared about your feelings. I was going to tell you when the time is right, and thats how I know she's not pregnant by me. we ca...."

"just kiss me"

"what?"

She leaned in and started kissing me. I picked her up and carried her to the couch. And started kissing all over her. "D?"

"yes?"

"you love me?"

"Yes baby, I love you more than you'll ever know"

We made love, took a shower, made more love, took another shower, and went to sleep

sweetie 

I woke up feeling refreshed. I know what y'all thinking. How I know he's telling the truth? I've been knowing D since I was 14, I can just tell now. But today Is the baby showwwaaaaaa. Im so ready to see how this day is going to unfold. I got in the shower, put on a nice white flowy dress, with my pink micheal kors sandals. I straightened my hair, put mascara on, and lip gloss.

I walked out the bathroom and saw D still sleep. Damn, its almost 12 o'clock and this nigga k.o'ing nshit. "D!"

"hmm?"

"Its 12"

I didn't even have to say anything else. He got up, and went straight for the bathroom. Sometimes it feels like he's the pregnant one. He came out in camo shorts, a nike shirt, and some roshe runs. yasss my baby did that. 

"you ready babe?"

"yes let's go"

In the car it was just like every other car ride, singing songs, laughing, D farting then locking the windows -_-  thats a whole other story. 

We pulled up to the place, D got the stuff from out of the car and we checked in. The maids set up the place niceeee. It was blue every where. Ok, It's 2:00 now, Its starts at 3 I can't waaaiiiit. 

"babe?"

"huh?"

"What you thinking bout?" I asked

"how lucky I am to have some one like you"

"ha, awwwww. I can't believe that 5 years ago I hated you"

"ha, you love me now thats all that matters"

"yes I do"

"Oh babe, I Invited some of my cousins. they a lil cray"

"good"

Its 4:00 and everybody is having a great time. People from school is here, with their kids. cousins, aunts, the whole 9. 

We were playing games having so much fun then it was time for presents. 

"oooooooo" everybody went when I pulled out a cute ass diaper bag

"OMG WHO GOT THIS?!" I screamed 

"cousin pooh (:" D's older girl cousin pooh said"

I started tearing up "Baby whats wrong?" D asked

"Its so beautiful" 

Everybody started laughing. I Never knew I had this many people that cared about me until now. 

"Yall ready to eat?" D said 

"Hell yeah" martins fat ass ran to the food. 

"Before we eat I just wanna say a couple things, Thank you guys for coming. I really enjoyed this day, I hope we can all kick it again real soon, espically with you pooh!.."

"you know it girl" she said

"aha, but thank you guys for making this day a good day!"

"Awww you welcome girl" Martin said .. He's gay btw so you know he's cool lol.

"I got something I wanna say to" D said

"Shay Sierra Johnson, you are my everything. The reason my heart is still beating, the reason a smile is always on my face. I love you so much words can't even explain. I can't believe that I finally got you, Now that I have you, I never want to let you go. You are always there for me no matter the situation. We both been through hell and back. Are lifes aren't perfect. But I rather have a perfectly imperfect life with you. Wake up to you every morning. And put a smile on yo face. man i love you. So what im really trying to say is..." He got down on one knee "Will you marry me?"