WHEN A BITCH FALLS INLOVE(COMPLETED)

Chapter 21

Kistel's Pov

It's saturday. Walang pasok. Malamang. 

it's my rest day.

what am i resting for anyway?

Pumunta ako sa pool side at ibinabad ang mga paa ko sa pool.

You know what i wanna do right now?

I want to escape from everything that's causing me discomfort.

For now, chad's my biggest catastrophe. teka parang ang bigat naman ata ng catastrophe. let's just say he's my biggest problem right now.

I have so many what ifs. 

What if malaman niyang ako yung nakabangga sa kanya?

will he sent me to jail?

what if he'll do?

what if he can never forgive me anymore?

what if ...

tuluyan na siyang mawala saken?

bullshit.

this stupid what ifs are killing me.

''kristel, wanna go shopping?''

pagyayaya ni Ces at umupo sa tabi ko. Sa lagay nato? makukuha ko pa bang magshopping?

''no thanks''

''it was Friday night''

she said seriously. napatingin tuloy ako sa kanya. she's not looking at me. nasa ang atensyon niya.

''i was reigned as the prom queen. I was so happy that night''

she cried pero natatwa siya. gaga lang?

''but also, during that night, my darkest secrets were revealed. Secrets which Candice and Kia only knew''

nagpapaawa ba siya? tss. she can never fool me.

''shut up ces, i will never forgive you. kaya pwede ba? bumalik kana lang sa Australia!''

Tumayo na ako. ayoko nang makinig sa mga drama niya. nakakasawa.

Tumayo siya at hinawakan ako sa magkabila kong balikat.

Hindi ako tumingin sa kanya.

Because, she's crying so hard. And i hate it.

''you don't know everything kristel!''

''and i don't need to know everything!''

and that awkward silence strikes...