Chapter 1

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ROBYN POV
I was looking at my album and the result of my upcoming tour but i felt something missing... i needed aubrey on this album. Not because of the collaboration, but because i missed him. I missed him too much
"Mel do you think it is a good idea if i call aubrey and tell him about being in the album?" I said
"Haha i know you want to call him because you miss him" he laughed while looking and texting on her phone
"What? No i don't" i lied while she looked at me with one eyebrow raised
"Okayy maybe i do..." i said almost tearing up
"Rob? Do you love him" she asked seriously
"Yes but he doesn't need to know...and he will never know" i said getting up and going to my room.
I decided to call him and see what he thinks. I was kind of nervous because we have not talked in a long time.
"Hey" i said as he answered
"Hi fring" he said
"You still call me that?" I chuckled
"Why not baby?" he said as i blushed from his nicknames
"How u been?" I asked him
"Pretty good, better now that you have called me. How are you?" he said as i felt my face was burning and turning into a TOMATO
"Im good but i called you because i want you to be on my next album" i said trying to sound all excited by i was breaking from the inside
"Of courseeee who would say no to being on a record with the queen?" Ok now it was too much for me, i just wanted to cry from how much i missed him, his attitude, his voice, his body. If he only knew how much i love him
"I also want you on my album fring" i was not paying attention to what he was saying because i was crying harder than ever but he couldnt hear me
"Robyn? Rob? A-Are you okay?" I had the phone still on my ears but i couldnt say anything
"I have to go" i sobbed as i ended the call and sat thinking about everything that happened in the past...how much we used to laugh and be the happiest people ever. I couldnt care less about anyone else know, i just wanted him.
I started feeling really dizzy and fell asleep. He was even in my dreams. This is how much he drove me crazy, obviously in a good way.
I woke up to 15 missed calls from aubrey and 6 messages that said:
"Robyn are you sure you are okay?"
"Please call me back"
"I am worried"
"Why were you crying"
"Sid i say something wrong
"Im sorry"
I read them while feeling really bad for him because he did nothing wrong but i HAD to call him back
I called him and he answered instantly
"Robyn? Are you okay?" He said sounding really nervous and scared for me. Bless him
"Yeah" i sighed looking down
"So if you dont mind me asking..why were you crying?" He asked and i wished i could tell him the truth...
"I was feeling really scare dhow people would react to my album and b-" before i could lie anymore he cut me off
"Robyn you are the only person who i could tell when you lie...just tell me the truth i will not judge you baby" he said trying to calm me down
"I cant tell you now" i whispered
"Okay. Do whatever makes you happy, oh also, can i come to your house to catch up and talk about the collabs?" Obviously i had to say yes
"Yeah you cam come tomorrow at 12 pm" i smiled
"Okay. I have to go to the gym now. Take care fring" he said
"Bye aubs" i smiled and sighed as he ended the call
I stayed in bed watching movies and eating ice cream all day until mel came in and sat on the bed
"So you told him?" She said excited
"Told him what?" I sighed
"That you love him" my heart ached as she said that
"No. I told he doesnt feel the same way" i said going to the bathroom almost crying
"Robyn. Stop crying and know that he loves you too! I know ok?" She yelled trying to make me believe her
"HE DOESNT" i yelled crying as i went to the bathroom and locked the door sliding onto thr floor and crying
"Robyn, you arent helping with this..there is NO WAY he dosent love you. Have you seen the way he looks at you? He is yours. I know it. Just calm down and catch up with him and take it slow and you know what? Everything will be fine....." While she was speaking i thought about how we could turn out in the future...probably nothing since he doesn't have feelings for me anymore.
I opened the door and hugged her Although i still think he doesn't want me..ever, ever.
I went to bed but decided to text him.
"U asleep" - Robyn
"Nope, i cant :(" - Aubrey
"I cant either..." -Robyn
"I cant wait to see you tomorrow, i missed you too much" - Aubrey
"What?" - Robyn
"You missed me?" - Robyn
"Yes, why wouldn't i miss such a goddess? Huh?" - Aubrey
"I'm not a "goddess" -_- " - Robyn
"Ok then big forehead" - Aubrey
"AUBREY ;(" - Robyn
"Then what should i say :) women are complicated" - Robyn
"I know" - Robyn
"Maybe we should try to sleep" - Aubrey
"noooo :( don't go" - Robyn
"Okkk, can we facetime?" - Aubrey
"Yaaaaaasss :)))" - Robyn
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I went to my wardrobe and changed into a big tshirt and put my hair down.
I called him and when he answered...oh my goodness i just wanted him forever. I missed his face and smile. He was laying in bed shirtless
"Hiii" i said blushing and putting my face into the covers
He chuckled and said "See? This is why i call you a goddess"  i blushed harder at what he said and bit my fingernails not knowing what to say
"I missed your forehead" he said trying to sound romantic and shit
"Well u know what? I only missed your dick" i said rolling my eyes
"I know you did" he laughed so hard
"Your laugh is like a squirrel being hit by a car..." i said trying to sound serious
"Your laugh is like...actually you sound cute when you laugh" he smiled
I lowered my head trying to not make him see me blushing
"Stop blushing." He said seriously
"I think we should go to sleep" i suggested as it was 3 am
"Okay see you tomorrow" he blew a kiss and i blew a kiss back and ended the call
I went to bed thinking about him more and more...that boy and the wonders he could do to me.

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