It felt as if they had shot me straight to the heart , such a perfect aim . I never imagined this would have started so perfect , and end up so horribly corrupted .
"Don't you dare touch me ." I warn him backing away from him .He just ignored my statement and tried getting closer . "Via please listen to m-" I cut him off by slapping him . "You were torturing me and cheating on me for your own pleasure...How fucked up are you?!?!" I shouted at him my voice cracking at the end due to the sob that wanted to desperately escape my mouth . But I didn't let it , I was not going to cry . Not in front of him .
"I...I'm sorry..." Was all he said . "You damn well should be . I'm leaving . I want nothing to do with you anymore . I hate you Natsu Dragneel . " I say walking away from him and finally letting a single tear roll down my cheek . I run to my room packing up what I needed when I hear foot steps approaching . "Via please we can fix this please there's still hope . Just give me another chance . " He begs me trying to grab a hold of my shoulders .
"Chance?! No! You and your fucked up thinking can all go to hell . Let me go now !" I scream pushing him off of me and running towards the elevator pushing the button as fast as I could . All I wanted at this moment was to be away from him and his insanity . He wasn't what everyone thought he was . He wasn't the way I thought he was .
Finally the elevator doors open followed by it's signature 'ding' sound . I quickly rush into it as Natsu runs to catch up . But when he tries to get in I don't let him . "Stop..." I say tears still streaming down my red face . "Juvia please ..." He begs before the elevator door starts to close . "No , no! Juvia!" . He shouts . "Goodbye Natsu." I say before the doors completely shut and the elevator starts to go down to the first floor .
I look at my reflection in the glass of the elevator and I look like a mess . Red puffy eyes , bruises on my cheeks , birds nest for hair . Yep that was me . I break down crying remembering all that happened and asking myself why did it have to be like this .
The elevator doors open and I quickly walk out with both of my bags and rush out of the huge mansion and into the parking lot where my car was parked . I pull out my keys and get in , throwing the bags in the backseat and turning on the engine wanting to be out of here as soon as possible .
When I'm about to pull out and speed my way to God knows where he suddenly runs into the front of the car and I have to step on the breaks so I won't run over him . I suddenly open the car door and stand out of it . "What the fuck is wrong with you?!?! I could have killed you!" I shout at him . "I deserve it after everything I've made you go through ." He says looking at me straight in the eye .
"No you don't not this . " I say almost a hushed whisper . "Yes..." He says stepping forward . I turn off the car engine for the moment and close the door standing beside the car . He gets closer until he's right in front of me .
"No...no one deserves to die . Not even the worse people . " I say . "Yes they do , we do ...I do . " He admits looking down .I sigh grabbing his face . "Natsu..." He puts his hands over mine . "Please don't go ...I love you..." He tells me . "I do too but I can't live like this ...This isn't what you want . I'm not what you want ...I'll never be good enough for you... " I say , and this time it's my turn to look down .
"You're everything that I want . Don't ever say that." He says and lifts my chin up with his index finger. "Juvia-" I shut him up by crashing my lips to his one last time . He doesn't hesitate to kiss back and he takes the opportunity to pin me to the car . I didn't realize it but it had started to rain . But that didn't stop what happened next .
He carries me to the very decorated part of the garden and lays me down on the soft grass . No one could see what was happening unless they were here with us . The garden had many trees and flower bushes that made the moment even more beautiful . He takes off his shirt and gets on top of me taking my shirt off as well . I moan as he kisses from my neck all the way to my stomach and down to my core .
The next thing I know I'm being eaten out in the middle of a garden outside where it's currently raining . Not pouring hard but enough to get you wet in a few minutes . I moan out his name until I come undone and he takes off his pants and boxers . He slips inside me without telling me and I let out a soft moan in pleasure . He's gentle but firm with his thrusts . It's enough to make me go insane .
After some time we finish and the rain stopped . I look up at the still dark and cloudy sky . This is gonna hurt alot . But I can't stay with a cheater who ontop of that is a sadist . I take my wet clothes and get up . "Where are you going?" He says and sits up starring at me confused . "I'm leaving ." I simply say trying to be as strong as I can . "What?Why?" He says quickly getting up .
"Don't even try. I'm not staying . " I say repeating the exact words he told me that day I didn't let him torture me anymore . After saying that I quickly run to my car and get in wrapping a blanket that I had in the backseat around myself and I speed out of there . One last time is all he was gonna get . I gave it to him and now I'm leaving and never coming back .
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Never Say Never ©/ UNDER MAYOR EDITING
FanfictionWhen Juvia decides to finally give into her best friend Natsu's offer and move in with him . She realizes that she is in for the ride of her life . •Falling in and out of love. •Holding on and letting go. •Moving on and coming back. *A little bit...