broken hearted | JJK [ edited ]

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He looked at my cousin and back at me in disbelief. He shakes his head and he pulled me closer and said "please let me explain first" his eyes watering as i stood still emotionless.
"I still want you. I'm truly sorry for what i did. What i did was wrong. All of it. I'm just so stupid to not realize it back then, I have never been so matured in my life. It's okay y/n I can take this. It was me who hurted you all along. I deserved this. Farewell y/n." he said weakly as he turned his head down.

He has never been this fragile and I could sense his sincere words. He never cries in front of me. I couldn't trust him again though this time. I can fake my cries too. But what if he really did mean it?

"You always have a place in my heart. Call me and I'll always be there for you" a pained expression was drawn across his face as his tears never come to an end.

"I loved you so much it hurts." my voice cracked. My lips trembling as my eyes met your eyes. I tried to speak up more, but there was no sound coming out of my mouth. It seemed like i forgot how to speak.