My spirit Friend Mateo [Book 1]

chapter 8

Weeks later

" Teo ?" I called

I looked around and he appeared right there I jumped back he scared me

" shit I missed you I haven't seen you in two weeks " I said worried

Mateo eyes were red and puffy as if he were crying

" look Akees I don't have long I'm fading I'm finally happy and its putting my soul to rest , I wanna spend the rest if your life with you but my soul is leaving earth I kept trying to talk to you but you couldn't see or hear me and that's when I knew I was getting put to rest  and the girl who killed me , was you , you did " he said

" huh ?" I asked confused

Mateo sighed " I didn't kno until now , I met you when I was 15 I had a short hair cut and you were 14 , I didn't kno your name but I had a crush on you but what you don't kno is that the medicine you take everyday is the thing that makes you forget what happened then , I met you in my dream and fell in love but when I told you I loved someone else someone I haven't met you smiled and told me it was ok  , so I continue to think you didn't care and I started taking sleeping pills just to see you again in my dream and that vision you had was the day you killed me your family didn't kno and they still don't  but what made me fall in love with you again
Was because I knew it was and accident , that's why I didn't tell you , your mom got you medicine to help you forget your reason for depression which cause you to forget me ,  I only have seconds left before you wake up I love you I really do and I left you a gift to prove all of this was real " Mateo said kissing me he then kissed my stomach

I then woke up from my sleep I looked around and I was in a white room with one window

And everything hit me like the wind

I killed Mateo bowles

And now I'm in a mental institution 

I started crying as a doctor walked in

" Mrs Akees  you seem to be pregnant with the child of Mr bowles and because of that we will let you free tomorrow morning " the man said walking out

I look down at my stomach it was flat but I'm pregnant is this the gift he left ?

I broke down crying
" I'm sorry Mateo bowles I'm sorry " I cried

Mateo

I smiled and was finally put to rest

I had fun while it last ,

I really do love Akees but I had to let her see let her feel the dreams I had let her see why , I didn't wanna tell her I didn't but I did because I was running out if time

I watched her cry

" Forgive yourself I still love you but this is goodbye " I said holding her hand
.she liked up in shocked I kissed her good bye and faded to where I belong

Akees

I cried myself to sleep and I was let out the next morning

My family scared of me my brothers look at me like I'm some type of psycho

So I left , and I guess I'll have to be on my own

It was fun loving my only true friend even thou he was dead

He was still my spirit friend lover Mateo bowles

Should this be the end of should I continue ?

Anyway hope you like