I don't know how I feel
Maybe I want friends
I've been told many times that humans have a need to interact with each other
Somehow I drive them all away
I tell myself the lie that I don't need them
That it's better to be alone
I tell myself that it's because I'm an introvert
Maybe in another life I was meant to be an extrovert
But all my life I told myself that I was an introvert
So that's all I know
I physically don't know how to be social
I tell myself that I don't want to be social
Because they are unhappy
And maybe I'm right
But I'm not happy living like this either
