Perla Season Three ( Season Finale ) #Completed

Perla Chapter 31

Seminggu suda sy stay di KL..setiap hari sy ulang alik dari ***** hotel ke ******* company.sy akan berlindung di sebalik tembok supaya x kenampakan oleh Madame Louise.rajin pula orang tua tu datang office ba.tujuan sy datang balik pg tempat tu ialah untuk berjumpa dengan uncle Bernard.tapi Madame Louise selalu ada sama2 dengan uncle Bernard.kadang2 sy akan menunggu di sana 1 jam sebelum lunch hour atau selepas balik kerja.kadang2 seharian sy di sana.duduk2 di restoran seberang jalan menunggu uncel Bernard.macam stalker suda ni.sy betul2 berharap uncle Bernard tau di mana Mr Brandon.

Jam 10 sy check out dari hotel tu..sengaja sy ambil flight sebelah malam pulang Sabah..untuk kali terakhir..sy tetap mau berjumpa dengan uncle Bernard.sama ada kali ini gagal atau x..it doesnt matter anymore..ini saja cara terakhir untuk sy mau tau di mana keberadaan Mr Brandon.tinggi menggunung rindu sy sama dia..sy tarik beg sy terus berlindung di tepi tembok.sy tengok jam..awal lagi..jam 10:45pagi..sy duduk sekejap ambil angin..sambil2 tu sy hirup ice coffee yg sy beli di kedai seberang jalan.

"You still here.." tersembur keluar air coffee dari mulut sy..sy pusing ke tepi..uncle Bernard berdiri di sebelah sy sambil kedua tangan dia masuk dalam poket..he smile at me..for a moment..sy nampak diri Mr Brandon;
"Love.." sy x sedar apa yg keluar dari mulut sy..berairmata sy..
"I'm not your love.." uncle Bernard duduk sebelah sy.dia tengok jalan raya.sy tunduk bila uncle Bernard cakap begitu.x lama tu sy dengar uncle Bernard mengeluh
"Macam mana uncle tau sy ada di sini?" sy tanya dia
"Hari2 uncle nampak kau di sini..tapi uncle x dapat mau pg dekat kau sebab mama uncle ada di sebelah" sy angguk2 kepala..rupanya selama ni uncle Bernard perasan sy stalked dia "Just like today..you still here" dia senyum tengok sy.sy lap airmata sy;
"Uncle..hari ni sy pulang sabah.." uncle Bernard angguk2 kepala..
"Yeah..you should.." dia bercakap sambil mengeluh
"Uncle..please tell me..mana Brandon?" sy tutup muka sy sambil menangis.
"Uncle x tau dia di mana..last time I talk to him..he look so worried.he said he need go some place to handle few things" bilang uncle Bernard
"He didnt mention where he went?" sy tanya uncle Bernard sambil lap airmata sy..uncle Bernard geleng kepala.jauh sy termenung.uncle Bernard pun xtau di mana Mr Brandon.di mana lagi sy mau cari dia?
"Come..uncle hantar kau pg airport.." tiba2 uncle Bernard bersuara.
"Its ok uncle..flight sy jam 9 lebih malam.sy mau duduk di sini saja dulu" sy bilang sama uncle Bernard sambil senyum tawar
"Nanti sampai di airport kita tengok mana flight paling awal..kau pulang la dulu..kalau kau duduk di sini pn x guna" sy diam sekejap..berfikir..ada betul juga cakap uncle Bernard.

Dengan bantuan Uncle Bernard..flight sy kena forward pg jam 3petang..sementara tu,uncle Bernard bawa sy makan di KFC..;
"Kayla.." uncle Bernard panggil sy.sy tengok dia..
"Yes uncle.." sy jawab
"kalau uncle tanya jangan kau kecil hati ya" sy angguk kepala.masih lagi tengok dia "lama suda kau dengan Brandon?" sy diam sekejap.sy ampai tu sudu di atas penutup;
"Mau 5bulan suda uncle.." sy jawab..
"Do you love him?" sy angguk kepala
"Yes uncle..I really love him" sy tunduk..sy genggam tangan sy kuat2 "..I miss him so much uncle" termenangis lagi..haish..penat oo menangis ni..macam mau tercabut keluar suda tu mata..
"Kalau la uncle boleh tolong kamu..I will.tapi uncle sendiri x tau mau tolong macam mana" bilang uncle Bernard
"Its ok uncle..sy akan tunggu Mr Brandon.." sy jawab sama dia
"If he's never coming back..?" naik darah sy sekejap pg jantung..macam mau lemas suda sy rasa
"I'll keep waiting.." sy tunduk..dear tears..please dont fall off again..I'm tired

sepanjang dalam kapal sy teringat kata2 uncle Bernard; If he's never coming back?..if he's never coming back..?If he's never coming back..? cepat2 sy buang tu ingatan..No Kayla..kau mesti kuat..jangan fikir lain2..If you're two are meant to each other..you will meet him again..someday..

Heart beats fast
Colours and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid.
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid.
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid.
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more....

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