Metanoia

End

I fell into your trap
Now I'm 6 feet under
Trying to wonder
How can I get out of here
You resurrect all of my fears
I'm trapped in a room
Without a door

I can't get out
And the lights are dimming now
I've tried so hard but
I can't help sitting
Here in the corner
At least there's nothing behind me
At least I can't hear my mind scream

It's not you
It's not you
It's not you
It's not you
It's not
It can't be you

I thought I got you out of here
Out of this basement filled with all my fears
But you just come right back in again
And close the doors, lock me in
I'm wrestling with you
But I can't win
You're way too strong
And made of sin

I know
What you've done to me
I've choked
Your words were flowers
Laced with poison
They crept into my mind
And I've always been broken
Since then

And if words could leave scars on their victims
I'd be covered in them
But instead my heart is choking
You were never good to me
Your words are still overcoming me
Why couldn't goodbye be the end