Im so glad you made to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
You're guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
It's still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you
Saying "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had
When you were mine
I'd go back to december turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to december all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Stayin' up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watch you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I love you in the fall
And then the cold came
The dark days when fear crept to my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was good bye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standin' in front of you
Saying "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had
When you were mine
I'd go back to december turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to december all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that september night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If you love again, I swear i'd love you right
I'd go back in in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standin' in front of you
Saying "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had
When you were mine
I'd go back to december
Turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to december
Turn around and change my own mind
I go back to december all the time
All the time
