Control (Boyxboy)

Chapter Twelve: Kink

Lucas' hand encased over mine, giving me the satisfaction of his warm body heat pressing against me.

It might have been a small gesture that didn't mean much but it was comforting in this tense space. His smile, could ease my nerves with just a glance.

Calm. Collected. Cool...

I had to admit it was comforting knowing that this moment was indeed real and not just one of my horny dreams. Was I dreaming? No. Everything he just said to me was making my mind go fuzzy and my pants tight.

His facial features were something I couldn't seem to get used to, I wanted to reach out a touch his skin. Sexy was about how I could describe him, unlike myself, who fumbled for every word.

I ignored my negative thoughts and focused on him.

He looked different in this lighting.

I couldn't tell you how I was taking this. I mean I was nervous but also I was kind of relieved. Happy was it? I wasn't sure. I just knew I had to figure out a way to break the cool wall of ice between us. The only way I knew how was to give into the sarcastic Benji. I smiled and tilted my head slightly as if that would give me another view on things.

"So if I agreed to this would we fuck in your office?" I asked blatantly, the question too laughable to even say smooth enough.

I judged his face but Lucas didn't even twitch as he leaned over to answer me.

"We'd do a lot more than that."I yelped rather awkwardly, not expecting such a straightforward answer. I mean my question wasn't even meant to be taken seriously but Lucas was smiling as if my question enticed him. He grabbed my face with his hand, leaning super close so that our breath met and faded together. "Do you trust me?"

I nodded slowly, my eyes never leaving his. It was like it was in slow motion but I allowed for  his lips to guide mine into temptation. I wanted him more now than ever, something I could only guess as my own lust taking control of my body. Rationalizing with my former thoughts was not going to happen and I had completely let myself be lost.

He was warm, the closer he got the more I felt his kiss overwhelm me. Control me.

His fingers danced down my arm, enticing the goosebumps to arise on my skin. I followed his lead even if I wasn't sure where this was going but I knew I wanted to be here.

He pressed his lips to my ear, almost as if he were about to tell me a secret.

"Is that what you want?"

"This isn't going to be like fifty shades, is it?" I joked and he chuckled, the vibration of his voice making me shiver.

"No." he said. "It's nothing like that."

"So you won't spank me?"

Lucas pulled up his collar and unraveled the black tie at his neck, letting it hang there for a moment before he took it off completely. I was already mentally preparing myself for what was about to happen but nothing could stop the problem from swelling in my pants.

His hands suddenly landed on my knees and in one motion pushed my legs apart, smirking when I jolted in surprise, slack jaw to his cocky demeanor.