Okay so guys I haven't been doing the best lately...I'm not 2 weeks clean anymore... not proud to say that I have dun it for the last 3 days. I've been feeling as if I'm nothing and deserve everything i get.
Im Starting to lose everything that I have inside. I feel as if I feel everything but nothing at all. I can't do this anymore here in this.. fucking house I'm so sick and tired of...-. he needs to move out. 😔 I don't even care about what happens to me anymore I mean beat the shit outta me and I'm still gonna thank you in the end. I mean there's really no difference I beat my self up emotionally and physically so idgaf.
Close close close your eyes close them till they bleed. Slice your wrists. Skip breakfest. Kill your fucking self.♡♡♡
A/n When I say " kill yourself" I'm talking to myself I'd never tell someone to do something like that.
