Screaming off the Cliff

I Don't Want

I don't want to be different,

I don't want to be unique.

But I don't want to fit in,

Or be one of the sheep.

I don't want to laugh,

I don't want to cry,

I don't want to live

And I don't want to die.

I don't want to feel love,

I don't want to feel hate.

I don't want these emotions,

It's like emotional rape.

I don't want to stand out,

I don't want to fit in,

I don't want to be you,

Crawling under my skin.

I don't want to be silent,

I don't want to be loud.

I don't want to be happy,

I don't want to be proud.

I don't want to be anything,

I don't want to exist,

I don't want, I don't want,

There's no end to the list.

Don't you get it?

Don't you understand?

Surely someone feels the way I do.

Please... just hold my hand.