Too Little But Never Too Late

If only If only

Fridays the worst best day or the week. It was the best because it meant the next day was the weekend where i could chill all day and party all night. However it always seemed to drag on and on and on like there was no end. I guess that was school for you. I had another boring day of AP Chemistry, maths, english Literature and then las but not least Gym class. 

I grabbed a quick shower then tidied up my room ready for Ali and lily to come later on. We were having a girls night. I loved girls night especially seen as though tonight i was going to force my brother to fetch us all Taco Bell and krispy kreme donuts. I had missed Caleb so much and to be honest i was in need of a brother sister day very soon. 

I died my hair and put it up in a messy bun then grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and a cropped grey jumper. i applied my usual make up and headed downstairs. "come on if you're ready now ill take you to Starbucks before we go to school" Caleb says. "i love you, too the car" i scream jumping on his back. He carries me to the car and we head straight for starbucks drive through.

I ordered a vanilla frappé and a blueberry muffin and caleb got an expresso and a chocolate muffin. We both ate on the way there and when he pulled up to school lots of people looked to see who's the new car was. I would see Joe stood by the doors with Luke. I grabbed my Frappe and got out of the car followed by Caleb. I gave him a hug and said "thank you can you give me lil and ali a lift home please later?" . "anything for my baby sister" he laughs hugging me back and kissing my forehead. 

I walk over to Joe and before i could say a word he shouts "what the actual fuck you slut". i was really confused what had i done now? " what are you on about?" i ask. "first you go fuck around with Bryce in front of me and now you just get out of some dudes car he kisses your forehead and then you walk over here like its normal, do you not understand how much i like you Leigh i make it blatantly obvious if you haven't noticed then you're dumb, you're supposed to be coming to Michaels party with me tomorrow you know what go with whoever that cunt it?" he spits. 

He was about to storm off until i grabbed his wrist and calmly said "thats my brother". He stares at me black for at least a minute before i became impatient and grabbed his face and kissed him with as much passion as i possibly could. " he..he...hes your brother. as in Caleb? Calebs back" he cheers at the end connecting the dots together. 

completely ignoring the fact that i just kissed hi he runs after my brother. 

what the actual hell.

it was the end of the day and Caleb decided to stay and try and get on the football team therefore me lily and alison were forced to walk. Wed been home about an hour or so and we was in the middle of watching Mean girls when Caleb came walking in with Joe, luke and Zack. Typical all just come along and spoil girls night. "they can only stay if you promise to fetch us  Taco bell and Krispy Kreme donuts" i shout to Caleb. "okay your royal highness" he laughs. 

All of them headed straight to the kitchen and Joe barely acknowledged my existence. I'm going to lose it with him if he carries on, like seriously he didn't even acknowledge the fact i kissed him just ran straight off to my brother.

I was getting fed up of them all being so loud while we were trying to watch the film so we gave up. I told the girls about what joe did this morning and they said he was an arsehole and would regret it when it backfired on him like always. 

I walk into the kitchen to get us all a drink and Joe slapped my arse. I glared at him and walked away. 

it was now 6 pm and my stomach was growling like mad"CALEB TACO BELL NOW!" i scream. "OKAY OKAY" he shouts back. Joe came running down the stairs with him, "Im gonna get the taco bell and joe is going to get you the donuts" Caleb said. "what about the other two?" i say.

"they're staying upstairs in my room" he says before heading out. "wait joe I'm coming with you , you two go upstairs to them " i say winking at the end. 

I was in my Pjs which consisted of booty shorts and a baggy t shirt."you aren't going like that" he spits. "not like you'd take any notice anyway" i say as i get in the form of his car. "whats that supposed to mean" he asks. "this morning i kissed you and i got blanked for my brother " i spit. 

He kept trying to talk to me but i continuously blanked him.  Eventually he had enough and stopped the car. He grabbed my face and kissed me with even more passion than this morning. making it last a lot longer to. i felt like i was on cloud 9 right now and i was loving it. "Does that make up for it?" he smiles. "hmmm if you get me some donuts like your suppose to i guess ill have to forgive you" i smile. 

We go and fetch the donuts and return back home. Caleb arrived 5 minutes after us and we all looked in to the food. Taco bell was my favourite i had a pulled pork quesadilla and a chicken taco with fries and a pepsi max. 

after i grabbed an area donut and sat in the front room just as my parents walked in. They both worked for the same place it was a law firm and some nights they didn't get in while really late thats why i hadn't really seen them much lately." were heading back out for dinner with our boss soon well be back about 1" my mum says before disappearing off upstairs. 

Joe sits down next to me putting his arm around my shoulder and then everyone else fills in choosing places all over. "what do you want to watch?" caleb questions. "mean girls seen as though you disrupted it earlier" i say. "no chance, lets watch something that won't make my eyes bleed" Joe says rolling his eyes. they all then decided on watching the football game that was on tonight so i shrugged joe's arm off of me and said come on well go upstairs and watch a film. 

"whatever" joe says acting as if he doesn't care. We go upstairs and decide to watch Bride wars. Half way through the film someone knocked on the door. "come in" i shout. it was zack "erm... lily can i talk to you for a second" he asks. She says "sure" and they both leave. 

"ooohhh i think he's going to ask her out" alison said. "yeah well i wish Joe would hurry up all ready, he leads me on and then just fucks me off every chance he gets i mean who in the whole world would ignore a girl who just kissed you for her brother i mean what a nob. He's always been a jerk and i think i'm just going to move on I'm not playing his silly little games anymore he either wants me or he doesn't" as i finish ranting the door opened. I just assumed it was lily and took no notice of it. Until someone grabbed my face "i do want you so bad Leigh more than you'll ever know" as joe finished speaking he crashed his lips on to mine once again he had me on cloud nine and i melted into his touch. "zack asked me out" a scream interrupted the kiss and i pushed joe away and screamed "no way". 

I kissed joe again and he kissed my forehead before leaving understanding that this was time for a girl chat without him this time seen as though he  heard me talk about him. He winked at me before closing the door behind him. Lily went on for an hour all about jack and i started to see Ali getting upset. Tomorrow i would make sure to set her and Luke up.