Sports love Camila/you

Part 30 THE END?

Camila's POV

"did you know?"she said"no i-"she cut me off"cut the shit did you know about the stuff they put?"she said"no i didn't know"i said"well she's going to die so at least let me tell you this at least because she won't"she said and i gave her a confused look"she loves you she thinks you're the best thing that has happened to her"she said"and i honestly and truthfully think it was pretty shitty of you to fucking bully her like that"she said

"why'd you do it?"she said"why did i do what?bully her?"i said and she nodded her head"ok you might not believe this but i looked out for her everyday she was like the nerd in the shadows with nerds that are youtubers,singers,or actors"i said"and she never had confidence in her self and honestly i didn't think she would fall for me"i said"and i love her with the air i breath in and my whole heart"i said

"i just think you could've approached her better"she said"well you should know that-"she was cut off by the dreadful sound i never wanted to hear 'BEEEP' the machine said her fate"NO NO Y/N"kaylee said and i ran to get a doctor and he already came rushing down"i'm so sorry"he said and i cried in her sisters chest"i already lost my son i can't lose her not now not ever"i said crying i ran out and went to my car and rushed to selena's house"hey cam-"she let me in"um selena i need to tell you some bad news"i said

"well camila what is it?"she said"well this afternoon y/n was rushed to the hospital and she had some chest problem and she..died"i said and she was tearing up"how"she said"um some spice in our food on our date"i said and she hugged me"she can't go no not y/n we were supposed to write songs together"she said crying"and now i lost her and mark"she said"look it's ok selena we'll get through this"i said and johnny and lauren came in crying also

"why did it have to be her mom"lauren said crying"who's gonna be my playmate on the xbox"he said crying"look kids she might be gone but we will get through this now i gotta visit the rest of the girls and tell them please just stay here"i said and left to tell the girls.i got to their house and surprisingly they were there i opened the door and they were watching tv. I took them a while to get over mark i don't know how long this'll take

"hey camz move out the way we're watching tv"dinah said"um  have some bad news"i said and they paused their show and looked at me"what is it mila?"ally said"um so today y/n was rushed to the hospital and died from a chest pain from a certain spice in our food"i said crying and they started crying too"look we'll get through this just like we got through whenever mark died have you guys thought of a funeral or just keeping her ashes"lauren said

"well i don't want to do it but we have to just bury her and go on"i said"what how"they said"i'll pay for a casket and we can bury her and say our good bye's"i said"camila that's crazy where will you get one"she said"easy just ask for one"i said"fine we'll see what we can do"normani said and i left to go home

i got back to my house and went to my room"y/n why'd you go"i said and remembered a song i wrote so i grabbed my notebook and grabbed an electric guitar that y/n taught me how to play and started to sing

  Since you left, I've been holding onto a memory
Since you walked out that door, yeah
And you said I changed and you're so damn sick of me
You're not mine anymore, 2 3 4

Woah, woah
She said you need to let me go
Woah, woah
She said I'd die for you, you're like my drug but I can't get high off you
You're not mine anymore  

i then stopped for a minute and contnued

  Ayy, I still remember what you wore on the first night
Still remember how that black dress had your curves  right
Still remember smokin' just to calm my nerves
Till you had to leave and grabbed your purse, I grabbed first
Uh, it's no words, yeah, it's just her
Body against mine, makeup on my shirt
Lipstick on my neck, whisky on my breath
Takin' pictures in the moment so we don't forget, yeah

Woah, woah
She said you need to let me go
Woah, woah
She said I'd die for you, you're like my drug but I can't get high off you
You're not mine anymore

And I can't be myself without you
I am not well
Okay, I said that before but
I need you now, yeah

Woah, woah
She said you need to let me go
Woah, woah
She said I'd die for you, you're like my drug but I can't get high off you
You're not mine anymore

Since you left, I've been holding onto a memory
Since you walked out that door
And you said I changed and you're so damn sick of me
You're not mine anymore

Woah, woah
She said you need to let me go
Woah, woah
She said I'd die for you, you're like my drug but I can't get high off you  

it made me tear up so much when i said that last line because it was true

  You're not mine anymore  

i got a phone call from lauren

L-hey we found one so make sure you're dressed tomorrow

C-thanks

i hung up and went to bed 

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up and wore a black dress with heels and left to the address ally sent me.I got to the place and i got out and walked to the casket with her in it and i started to tear up"ok camz so the man is taking her to her grave so he wants us to follow him so you can get in your car and drive"she said and i ran to my car and followed the man. I got to her grave stone and some men covered her casket with the dirt and let us say good

i went up to her casket and sang a lyric from my song"Since you left i've been holding on to  memory"i said crying and fell to my knees and then left home i didn't want to be here anymore it won't help me feel any better