My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is meaningless & that's just the start
My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking & I swear to god it leaves me trembling.
Late at night till early in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open.
I Didn't sleep last night, like all the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers of my empty bed
Quick, wipe away all the tears before they come near.
I must hide this depression & the feelings of fear because for all they know I'm happy & always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying.
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won't let it... not for the time being.
I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is real.
For them to hear that I wish I was dead... it would kill them, they'd be filled with dread.
So I'll try my best not to be selfish, I'll keep my secret hidden & just let them rest but god I can't take it much longer...
I'll probably be dead before they even wonder.
