I felt trapped in this basement
It was cold and dark, no light to be seen
My love for you is asphyxiating
This endless cycle of loving you and & hating you
I can't stand it anymore
I hate to hate you and I hate to love you
Your personality drives me to a deep
insanity in which I wish to escape
I see beauty, I see evil
Somehow I just can't let go of you
I'm slowly becoming you & it's eating me alive
You say "I suffer" yet your eyes tell another story
You seem to hate me
Yet you seem to love having me around
Or should I say hanging?
Well, I am hanging. Hanging from a rope made of self -hatred, and despair.
Then yet you gave me a small smile
It gives me hope for us...
Is there an us in your killer mind
Then I realize all this pain, was
your way of molding me..into you
Tell me is this what you imagined?
Did you want me to become a killer like you?
Aren't you afraid of yourself?
.....
Will you be afraid of me?
*After reading killing stalking*
