I never thought that for you my love was platonic or with benefits.
For me it was always simple, pure and colorful.
I never knew you saw me as someone who only care for wordly affairs.
The sole reason for me was to be happy with you.
Never thought i was making you unhappy.
When teenage girls were enjoying the childhood, i was seen as someone to fulfill expectations. Never have i cared for what i want in my life. For the first time in my 24 years of life i felt want to be with someone when you asked for to be with me.
I was like a maiden in love, i was the maiden in love. I loved you simply and purely at start, shown you colors bright and dull. You were with me all the time, every happiness and every sadness i shared with you. I cried and showed my ugly side yet you loved me so why now.
Why now i am being left?
No matter how much you explain my heart can not accept nor will my mind.
If you feel i was genuinely in love with you, you should keep me close. I have yet to show you my dark side so let me be with you and see all the colors i have to offer.
My color of love is white like you once said. Easily swayed by any other color yet keeping own.
If someone will ask me who i belong to. I will say 60 part of me belongs to you and rest to me.
I want atleast 20 of you to belong to me too.
Crazy madly and wildly in love,
Caring carefree and diving in love,
For the love i am smiling for my lonely heart,
For you i am breathing for my broken heart.
I will work hard for you and me, us.
I will work hard to make you love me again.
I will work hard to be someone you will not easily forget.
I will work hard, i am working hard to make you love me again.
Once again let me feel like the maiden in love, forever and ever for once more.
#kalon
