I got up and looked at tylers shirt that he left here. I smiled softly as i grabbed it and smelt it. Still smelled like him. Its only been two days since the accident so its still very very touchy with me. I slipped on the soft black shirt as i slipped on some leggings. I put on the vans that tyler use to love me in. I brushed my hair and let my face be natural without makeup. I slipped on my bag as i begun to walk. A big tow truck drove by as i saw tylers smashed car on the back. I covered my mouth seeing the damage. I took a deep breath and begun to keep walking. It was wednesday since he passed sunday. I walked in the building as i had people looking at me. I silently walked by and went to my locker. I closed it and walked down to were tylers was. I rested my head on his locker as i sighed. The bell rung as i walked to my class. I sat in my seat and looked over to the seat tyler sat.
"Jenna black" i heard as i looked at the teacher.
" here" i mumbled weakly.
" welcome back" he said. After a few more names i felt a lump in my throat form as he called his name
" Tyler Joseph" i felt a hot tear fall as he repeated it. It hasnt aired on the news about his death and his parents are still mourning him so they havent told the school.
" hey jenna. Are you ok?" I heard the teacher said as i shook my head. I stood and walked into the front of the class.
" sunday was the worse day of my life. " i pulled out my phone. My phone automatically records my calls as i pulled up the one with tylers last moments.
" tyler Joseph died in a horrible car accident. Josh saw his body but tyler called me before he died. " i spoke and played the call.
" j-jenna" his sobbing voice came threw my speakers.
" tyler?"
" j-jenna. I l-love you. Ive b-been in a car accident a-and im barely holding on " he gasped as you heard a truck slam as the sound of metal crushing and tylers screams in pain. You could hear the airbag go off and hearing his neck snap. Hes scream cut off as it went silent.
" tyler? Tyler?! Oh my god tyler please answer! Tyler. Please dont leave me! Please dont be dead! Im gonna call josh. Hold on " and it stopped. His screams are drilled in my brain. I played the second one of mine and joshs convo
"Jenna whats wrong" his voice rang out after hearing my sobbing
" hes dead josh. Tylers dead. He was crushed to death in an accident. "
" j-jenna. I think im looking at his car right now" there was the sound of footsteps and then sobbing of josh.
" whats wrong boy?" You can hear a man ask
" thats my friends. Hes dead " he sobbed as he hung up the call. Everyone looked at me in horror. I went and sat back down as i sat down and put my head down as i let the sobs take over. The door opened as i felt a hand on my back. I looked up to see a very tired josh. I hugged him as he rocked me back and forth and comforting me.
" so you saw tyler?" A guy asked as i felt his body tense. I slowly rub circles on his thigh as he sighed.
" ill never forget. Im starting to have night terrors" he said sadly.
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I sat on the couch with josh as we were talking when the news came on. I looked at the tv hearing the tv mention a terrible car crash. We both directed our attention to the tv
" on sunday there was a fatal crash on highway 425. 43 year old driver, Daniel Holmes cut into the road not paying attention to the car of 17 year old Tyler Joseph come into view. Two other log truck drivers, 25 year old Greg Jones and 56 year old Philip Morris hit into the car. All of the truck drivers where all fine but sadly Tyler wasnt so lucky and was crushed to death. He is the young man off to right in this photo. He will be missed dearly. Back to you John " i looked sadly as they flashed a picture of tylers car and pictures of everyone. I felt josh hold me as i saw tylers picture pop up.
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" i called him today.. i forgot hes gone. I miss him so much" i said saddly as josh nodded wiping a tear away.
" thank you for being such a good friend to him Josh. I wasnt the best." I sighed.
" do not blame yourself ever jenna. That boy loved you so much. Dont ever put yourself down about that" i nodded and laid my head on his chest as he rested his head on my head. Soon i drifted into a dreamless sleep just wishing this was a terrible dream.
