Insecure ( A Thugs Love)

chapter 39*

(MALISSA'S P.O.V.)

Its been a month since i have talked to jared. Infact i have moved into a hotel. I have been doing pretty good. My hotel room has 1 queen size bed, A bathroom, A closet, A big plasma screen tv and a refrigerator. My room is pretty big.

Moving on.....  I am actually proud of myself because i haven't cutt myself since "That day". Jared has been calling my phone non-stop, sending me messages, Tagging me in tweets and facebook statuses.

Trey has been visiting me also. He's starting to feel iffy, because He used to visit, call, and text me everday for like the first 2 weeks since i moved. Now he Hasent came to visit me nor called or text me and its been 1 week. I feel like he is seeing someone else.....

(TREY'S P.O.V.)

I know what ya'll are thinking...Why have i been M.I.A.?... We'll to answer your question..... I accidently cheated on malissa... Yes i know ya'll are like "Cuff how do you accidently cheat, You can't just trip and fall into another pussy". Welllll..... Honestly i didnt mean to cheat on her but i was at this party and i was dumb waisted and hella high. Some bad shawty approached me and then BAMM! I woke up at her house... I honestly dont remember what happened but i have to tell malissa. I sent her a quick text message.

*Text convo*

Me: Hey bae.

Bae♥: Sup stranger.

Me: Sorry... Can we meet up somewhere?  like at the park... I need to tell you something important....

Bae♥: Sure see you in 10 minutes.

Me: Ight 1.

*END OF CONVO*

I got up and grabbed my keys and was out the door.

*At the park*

"Hey baby" I said trying to kiss her lips but she moved her head so i kissed her cheek.

"Wassup with you?" I asked.

"Niqqah ion know?  you tell me! Ya the one that has been M.I.A" She said angrily.

"Im sorry... I need to tell you something" I said.

"Speak" She said.

"I cheated" I said lowly.

"What?" She asked.

"I cheated" I repeated sadly.

She started busting out laughing. I gave her that "Tf is funny bitch?" Look.

"It was nice knowing you trey". She said about to walk away. I grabbed her arm.

"Baby im so so so sorry i really didnt mean to cheat. I was at a party and i was waisted and high and i couldnt process what was going on. Baby please dont leave me ILoveYou malissa, Please give me another chance i promise not to fuck it up please". I said begging on my knees.

"Love? *Starts laughing* Man that word dont mean shyt. You are one pathetic ass niqqah". She said laughing.

"Nah baby please... Give me another chance ILoveYou, Malissa i cant live without" I said as tears fell down my face.

"Man trey i dont know". She said.

"Please baby". I begged.

"I will think about it". She said.

"Baby pleaseeee". I begged.

"I will think about it trey, Now i have to go". She said walking away...

I sat there all sad and crying and shyt.... I aint no bitch. That girl is my everything and i fucked up.... Smh. I need to fix this.