Lyrically Infinite

Mirror

Nigga
You ain't shit,
You ain't gonna get no hits,
Why you still on the hamster wheel & not growing you bitch?
Why the stomach still flat without a pack of six?
All this procrastination from you......makes me sick.

I'm trying bruh,
Every day I feel I'm climbing higher bruh,
All these negative thoughts you giving me only adding fuel to the fire bruh,
How the only person I have to understand me don't have words to inspire, huh?

When?

What?

When you finally gonna get higher?
How much longer until I'm off the wire?
How much you actually pushing yourself?
& how you know I'm not actually a big help?

Every time you come, it's like a non stop recording,
Reminding me of all them mistakes,
All those unfortunate stories,
All things I did wrong,
The rage accumulated from it is boiling,
If I didn't know any better, you would've made me do something gory.......

My guy, we're one in the same,
You're the one whose developed me to tell you straight up, in the brain,
I'm the one who helps you remember the significance behind your name,
If I weren't here, you would've already gone insane.

Then suddenly you just switch up,
Expected from the Gemini I am, 2 signs align the makeup,
Never ending war inside my head, voices won't shut up,
Judgement always in front of me every time I wake up,
Thought of doing drastic measures just to make it all stop,
Living life cliff hanging from the edge & I think I'm ready to drop.......

Stop.

Everyday I test you to see if you've gotten better,
You've come this far & you think I'll let you just give up? Never.
I feel the everlasting passion in your heart like no other,
Only remind you of these misfortunes to unleash your true colors,
You've grown exceptionally but the project is never complete,
I'm seeing you climbing to even higher feats,
To be completely honest if it's a battle between us two, then you're winning mentally,
The thick skin has developed & eventually,
We'll find the true way to describe........
Me.
- Neek