R to the M he is my motherfucking monster

Mine

"It would be a shame if I didn't make her mine"... what's going on? Is that true? I don't know really...but why would he lie for that?
Questions kept poping in your head, you didn't knew what he was able to do...he is strange but i like him for that..

"Raf.."
Your eyes blinked

"Yes..?" you said kind of afraid

"Have you ever wanted a person so much..but you were too afraid to not hurt him in the end?"

"Well ...I-"

"Because that's how I feel for you "
Namjoon looked down to your body

"R-really ?"

"Yeah..listen I want you to be mine..I have so many things to do with you...you make me happy you make me feel in love again..you make wanna live again.."

"Namjoon.."
You were speachless things have happened so quick you didn't knew anything about love...it was actually your first time hearing those words 

"Raf..I love you and I will make you mine no matter what.."

"You don't have to make me yours..."

"Huh?"

"Iam already yours"

And just like that he smiled and wishperd

"Can you please stay with me?"

You didn't spend time to speak,  you just hugged him and kissed him .
It was actually the first time you ever kissed someone with your willing and it was kind of akward at the beginning , but then Namjoon got the full control of you.
While you were kissing he used his hands to rub your legs and because of that you let a little moan escape

"Is that your first time?"

"Yeah.."

"Then its not still the right time..."

Huh "the right time"? What does he mean??

He gently grabed your hand and unlocked the door

"Namjoon w-what are you doing?"

"I want your first time to be somewhere special...and that's why I'm gonna wait for the right moment"

~XoXo😍💏