sweet ambivalence

00 | i n t r o d u c t i o n

i ⇄ s u m m a r y

Mya's pellucid voice & dusky skin created a
simple chaos of complexity within the
mind of Seamus.

•. •. •.

" t w o c o l o r o f p e o p l e -
y o u t r y t o f i n d t h e g r a y "

ii ⇄ s o u n d t r a c k

01 ➝ is it a crime •. Sade

02 ➝ loner •. Kali Uchis

03 ➝ un-thinkable (i'm ready) •. Alicia Keys

04 ➝ the grey •. Jordan Bratton

05 ➝ learn from each other •. Majid Jordan

06 ➝ jungle •. Jon Bellion

07 ➝ having fun •. Marc E. Bassy

08 ➝ deadroses •. Blackbear

09 ➝ losing •. H.E.R

10 ➝ cupid •. Victoria Monet

11 ➝ run wild •. Jon Bellion

12 ➝ king city •. Majid Jordan

iii ⇄ a u t h o r ' s n o t e

✘ incorrectness within story;

i am not from the time of 1985;
i am not from new york city;
i am not australian;

sorry.

✘ i understand that;

certain things may not have happened in 1985;
certain things may not be true about new york;
aussies may not really talk like my characters;
so you do not have to remind me;
for i understand;

completely.

✘ also;

i will be incorporating sade's lyrics within the chapters that are yet to come. but keep in mind that this does not mean that the lead female in this story looks - or is sade. the lead female should be in your imagination, what you want her to resemble;

totally.

✘ hope you do enjoy.