I tend to cry a whole lot. Most of the time I don't want to. I can't really control it,as much as I want to I can't. I know people say "don't say I can't" but for me most of the time I feel like that's the only thing I can say. I hate crying. Every time I do it's at the wrong time and I ruin the moment for everyone. I feel selfish,and disgusting. I have shown people sides of me I wish they never had to see,people I care about a lot,they all look at me like I'm some dumb,and they all think the same thought, "Why is she crying,I hate people who cry for no reason,she's so annoying,why does she always do this around me?" When I cry I either wanna curl up and die,or be held by someone,neither of those things ever happen so I cry some more.
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This is me
RandomWho I am,why I hate myself,why I'll never be loved by anyone outside my family,why other people don't like me,how I'm different.
