Get To Know Me Shadow (Name Changed)

Venting

I'm ugly
I'm useless
I'm horrible at everything
I hate myself
I nearly started cutting
And worst of all
I'm the cause of most near death accidents and death itself.
My father got into a motorcycle crash a few months back asked me if he should go or stay home and help me make supper I told him to have fun he survived with a broken femur and couldn't walk for a while. I visited my grandmother she died the following morning. I went to see my uncle he dies of cancer. I go to see another family member he gets into a fatal crash dies the next day.
I am death itself.