Death on the inside

I am slowly drowning

I am alone in the middle of the ocean

I feel like there is something pulling me under

The ocean matches my emotion

Raging and full of thunder

I am reaching for my last breath

My ankle is tied to a weight

Everyone is certain for death

I wish I could start from a clean slate

Nobody is around to help

Nobody is around to hurt

My feet are near the kelp

My feet are near the dirt

For help I make a call

Nobody was busy

But I did not get an answer at all

This whirlpool is making me dizzy

Soon I will give up

But I put in all I had

And I did not have backup

This is all kind of sad

Once I am at the end

When this is all be over with

There is a message I need to send

I was slowly drowning.

This is my first poem everyone, please tell me how I can improve!

JIMILZ