Ashton bit his lip, his eyes fanning over his form as he stared into the full body mirror. He ran his hands over his big stomach, his face pulling one of disgust as he examined it. He was now 3 months pregnant, and he thought he would be happy now that he was showing; but lately all he's been feeling was fat.
Ashton paused for a moment, thinking back to when his stomach was flat and smooth and how Luke, his boyfriend, absolutely adored it. Luke would always fall asleep on it when they were watching tv, now he doesn't. Luke would always massage and kiss up and down his stomach, and now, he doesn't. Luke barely touches Ashton anymore.
And the sandy haired boy cant help but think it was because he has grown out of shape due to the pregnancy. Sometimes Ashton even thinks Luke will look at him in disgust. Ashton choked up, his eyes filling with tears as he turned to his side, see how pudgy everything was.
"Bab-Ashton."
Ashton's eyes caught in the mirror and he saw Luke leaning against the doorway, with his arms crossed. "Hi." Ashton sniffled, turning around to face to blonde haired man.
Luke sighed, pushing up from the doorframe and walking towards the sandy haired boy. "Babes what's wrong now?" Luke asked, using his pinky to wipe Ashton's fallen tears.
Ashton shrugged, his gaze shifting to the floor and Luke sighed, lifting the pregnant boy's chin to connect their eyes. "You've gotta stop with this mirror thing hun. You're not fat, i dont think you look fat. You're pregnant with our child, it's supposed to be this way." Luke said. He's repeated this far too many times this month.
"I-i know i just- sometimes i wish i had never gotten pregnant so my stomach could be flat ." Ashton sniffled, wiping his tears. Luke sighed, "babe c'mon. You know how i feel about you saying that."
"W-well you never touch me anymore so it makes me feel like you find me disgusting." Luke chuckled lightly, "well it's hard to touch you when you yell at me not to every 5 minutes"
Ashton cracked a small smile. He had a point. "Baby look, i know you don't think so right now. But you're beautiful, and pregnant looks so so good on you. You're stunning. And sometimes in public, if im watching you things get a little rough down there if you know what i mean."
Ashton's cheeks flushed red and Luke let out a snort. "My point is to stop doubting yourself because i love you, and no matter how bad you think you look you will always be beautiful to me."
Ashton shown a small smile and luke cooed before wrapping his arms around the shorter boy, pulling him into his embrace. "See i love you." Luke whispered into Ashton's ear, before showering his face in kisses. "And i love our little lima bean too."
Ashton smiled, pressing his lips to Luke's "thanks Lukey. I love you too."
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