Love or Happiness?

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Daisy's POV
I just ran to the park with Tessa I needed to clear my head this isn't good I can't like Harry I get he is smart, adorable, lovable I can't like him I just can't. I decided to call Zendaya I didn't know what else to do.
"Come on please pick up."
"Daisy why are you calling me at one in the morning?" She asked
"Sorry I forgot about the different time zones but I'm having a little crisis." I said really fast
"So what's going on?" She asked yawning
"Did I wake you up?" I asked
"Yea but it's fine I'm not going back to sleep until you tell me what's going on." She said taking a drink of something
"I kinda like Tom's brother and I don't know what to do." I freaked out
"You what."she spit out her drink
"I kinda like Harry but it feels wrong because I'm not over Harrison." I stated playing with my ring
"Did you tell Harrison about this?" She asked
"I broke up with Harrison yesterday I still have his ring and I don't want to take it off." I choked
"Daisy do you think you only like Harry because he has been there for you during this?" She asked
"Yea but I always thought he was kinda cute." I smiled a little
"Thinking of him calmed you down didn't it." She smiled
"Yes but Harrison I love him." I said
"I know Daisy you are torn but do what makes you happy don't be crying all the time." She laughed
"Harry makes me happy but I love Harrison."
"You have to chose Love or Happiness?" She asked
"Yeah pretty much." I said
"Why don't I ask everyone tomorrow what they think besides Harrison and I'll call you around 12 my time." She stated
"Okay I'll call Harrison in the morning." I said
"Okay." She said and hung up
Today I'm just going to go out shopping and just forget about everyone for little bit. I brought Tessa home and everyone was up. I changed and told them I was going to the mall for a while.
"Hey do you want me to come?" Harry asked
"Umm sure why not." I said after thinking for a second.
Didn't I just say I'm going to spend the day thinking of me and not anyone else? My heart needs to calm down.
"So what do you need to shop for?" He asked
"More summer clothes." I said getting into the car.
"Oh okay." He smiled
"Do you want me to drive?" He said before getting into the car.
"You'll drive on the way back." I said
"Okay." He said getting into the car.
We drove to the mall and there were fans outside and thy noticed Harry and I.
"Can we take pictures with you guys." They asked
"Sure."
"So Daisy are you a slut it seems like you came here to hook up with Harry does Harrison know about this?" One asked
"I'm last time I checked Daisy and I haven't hooked up and she came back because she missed London so you can tell Harrison what ever makes you happy." Harry said
"No Harry and I haven't hooked up I'm not a slut and tell Harrison whatever you want I'm talking to him later so be my guest." I smiled
"Okay whatever." They walked away
"They are rude." Harry said grabbing my hand.
"They are." I said walking inside
We just talked and bought things all day until around 12:30 when I said we needed to go home.
"Why?" He asked
"I need to talk to Harrison." I stated walking back to the car.
"Hey can I have the keys?" He asked
"Oh yeah here." I gave him the keys
We drove home an I put all my clothes away and Harry came in my room.
"Do you want me here?" He asked
"Um I'll call you if I need you." I said
"Okay." He smiled
I called Harrison because it's about 8 there.
"Hello Daisy." He said
"Hey Harrison." I said sitting on my bed.
"We need to talk." I heard him close a door
"I know that's why I called you." I said
"You couldn't of broken up with me with call it had to be a text?" He asked
"Harrison just listen okay please don't freak out." I said
"Okay." He sighed
"I kinda like someone else I'm not saying who but I still love you but this guy makes me happy and I just want to be happy, I need to pick love over happiness and this really hard to do so I'm just going to say this before anything else happens no matter who I pick or what people say I'll always love you Harrison your first love is the love you can never get over so Harrison I want you to respect my decision, because you remember what you promised me?" I asked
"That your happiness is the most important thing to me." He stated
"Exactly so this is goodbye and I love you." I choked
"I love you too forever and always." He stated and I hung up the phone.
"Harry you can come in now." I let out a long breath.
"It feels like weight has been lifted off your shoulders doesn't it." He laughed
"Yes a lot of weight." I laughed
"So who is the lucky guy." He asked
"No one you east-dropper." I laughed
"Wow you going to do that." He laughed
"Okay I'll tell you who it is." I said
"Who?" He asked
"Cosmo." I laughed
"Tom's dog makes you happy?" He laughed
"Yes now leave me alone." I said laying on my bed
"I think I need to make up for ditching you yesterday." He laughed
"No you don't I don't like you." I said
"Yes you do I'm your favorite Holland remember." He smiled
"No Tessa is." I laughed
"Oh okay I'm not going to talk to you again." He said waking out the door
"Okay that's fine I'm not going to miss you." I laughed
I walked out of my room and asked Paddy if he wanted to watch Tv with me.
"Sure." he said running up the stairs
I put on the Office and started watching it.
"So do you like Harry?" Paddy randomly asked
"No he is like my brother." I lied
"You might want to tell him that." He laughed
"Why?" I asked because I wanted to see where this was going.
"Because he likes you." He said
"Did he tell you this?" I asked
"No I heard him talk to Sam about it." He said
"Would you like to prank Harry with me?" I asked
"Yes what do I need you to do." He smiled
"I need you to tell him that I'm in the bathroom crying and you can't get in because the door is locked, whisper it in his ear and don't let anyone." I told him
"Okay." He said walking out of the door
I grabbed the silly string I bought today and ran to the bathroom. I locked the door and had two cans of silly string. I heard the two of them run up the stairs.
"Paddy go away I need to talk to Daisy alone." He said
I heard Paddy walk away.
"Daisy let me in please." He said
"Okay hold on." I faked cried and took off the caps of the cans.
I swung the door open and sprayed him with the string.
"Yes we got him Daisy." Paddy ran over an gave me a hug
"We sure did pal." I laughed
"Wow are you guys serious I thought you actually got hurt." He said trying to get the string off of himself
"Okay this is what you get for leaving me last night." I laughed
"I'm leaving you alone tonight too." He said
"No your not because you like me." I smirked
"No I don't." He stated
"Okay Harry keep telling yourself that." I laughed.
"I will and it isn't true." He said
"Yea okay." I said
"Paddy what did you say to her?" He asked
"I just told her what you told Sam." He said  standing in front of me like he was protecting me.
"Aw you're such a good knight." I said
"Why were you listening to Sam's and I's conversation?" He asked
"Harry it's a joke calm down." I said pushing Paddy aside
"No he told you my business." He yelled
"Harry it's okay just calm down." Is aid touching his arm.
"Daisy you know I was kidding." He said looking me in the eyes
"Yea I know just calm down." I grabbed his hand
"Okay." He smiled at me
"You're easier to calm down than Harrison if that was him would of probably-" Harry put his hand to my mouth and he looked at Paddy. I took his hand away from mouth.
"He would of hugged me." I lied
"Harrison is amazing he is a really good friend and wouldn't hurt anyone." Paddy said
"Yea he is." I said trying not cry
"Paddy can you go play downstairs for a little bit." Harry said
"Sure." He said and ran down stairs.
"Daisy, Harry dinner is ready." Dom yelled
"We aren't hungry." Harry yelled
"Okay." Dom yelled
"Daisy how much times did he actually touch you?" He asked
"Once I promise." I cried
"Okay then why do you keep thinking he is a really bad guy." He asked
"You don't understand he got mad at me once and hit me once if he got made at me or gets mad at me again he would of or will do it again." I cried
"There will not be again because I'm here isn't that what Prince do for there Princess protect them?" He asked
"True." I said
We were about to kiss when Z called me so I answered the phone.
"Hello." I said
"Daisy we have come to a decision and Harrison said this too." I heard her say and then Haz grabbed the phone.
"We want you to be happy I want you to be happy and I don't care if I don't make you happy just be happy I want you to know if this guy breaks your heart I'm flying out there and kicking this guys ass." He laughed
"Thank you Harrison and I hope he doesn't breaks my heart, he doesn't seem like that type to do that." I smiled at Harry
"He is right there isn't he." He laughed
"How did you know?" I asked
"You were smiling like a idiot." He laughed
"What?" I laughed
"Daisy we have been best friends for 17 years I know you." He laughed
"Yea okay whatever, how is Cosmo?" I asked
"See for yourself." He requested to FaceTime me.
"Omg hi Cosmo how's my big boy doing." I said and he started crying because he couldn't find me.
"Harrison show him the phone." I said
So he sat down beside him and pointed to the phone, Cosmo went crazy.
"Hold on Paddy wanted to see what Cosmo looks like." I said running down the stairs.
"Paddy Cosmo looks like this." I said handing him he phone
"He is so adorable." He laughed
"He is, isn't he." I said looking at Harry
"Let me see this dog he can't be that adorable." Harry said grabbing the phone.
He looked at the dog.
"So you changed your mind." I laughed
"Yes oh my god Daisy you need to get me a dog." He laughed
"What can I say guys love me." I laughed
"True." Harrison laughed and Harry just smiled at me as he gave the phone back to Paddy.
"Harrison guess what?" Paddy said
"What?" Harrison laughed at Paddy
"So Daisy is a Princess." Paddy laughed
"Yea I know she is what's new." He laughed
I just blushed.
"No and Harry is her prince." He laughed and I just looked at Harry and he looked at me
"He is her what?" He asked getting mad
"Paddy that's enough." I grabbed my phone and ran upstairs with Harry
"Daisy what did he just say?" He asked
"It was a game because I did it again and I didn't want to move so he picked me up and Paddy said I looked like a princess and Harry looked like my prince." I said
"So you don't like him." He said
I didn't say anything because I didn't want to lie.
"Daisy answer the question." he yelled and I jumped
"Harrison calm down your scaring her." Harry said
"Just answer the question, Daisy." He said
"I can't lie to you Harrison, yes I do like Harry." I put my head in my knees
"It only took you two days you slut." He said and I heard everyone yelling at him before he hung up.
"Daisy don't listen to him." Harry said hugging me
"It's true it took me two days to move on I am a slut." I yelled
"Daisy no your not you are beautiful and a lovely person." He said
"That doesn't make me not a slut." I said lifting my head up.
"Daisy don't listen to him he is just jealous." He said
"Of what us?" I asked
"Yes of us." He smiled
"But there isn't a-" I was cut off by a kiss
"Sorry okay couldn't here you say that." He laughed
"It's fine." I kissed him again.
"The princess finally kissed the prince." Paddy yelled
"You mean the prince kissed the princess." Harry laughed
"Yea whatever I don't care." He yelled
"You seriously need to become more of a guy." Harry said
"Leave him alone." I said hitting him
"Okay whatever do you some want pizza?" He asked
"Sure." I said
"Okay I'll order it." He said getting up
"I'm going to bed princess Daisy." Paddy jumped up
"Okay goodnight." I said hugging him
"Goodnight." He ran off to his room
"They said they will be here in about a half an hour." He said as he came back in my room.
"Okay."
"So are we going to give this a shot." He said grabbing my hand.
"Sure why not." I laughed
"Great." He kissed me
"We can't tell anyone about this thought not even your parents, if Paddy says something we will tell them it was part of the game." I said
"Okay."
So we watched the Office until the pizza arrived.
"I'll go get it." He said getting up
"Okay." I smiled
Harry walked down the stairs and I checked my phone everyone texted me besides Harrison
I just made gc with them all in it
Me
Guys I'm fine

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