She unlocked the door
I stood up and opened it
Glass was all over the room . Her mirror was on the floor
" did you really want to do this ?" I said quietly
" I don't have any reason to live " she said
" you have ! The first reason is because I love you
Second , your father
Third , of course Olly
Fourth , Shawn , Aaliyah, Manuel and Karen .. they are your family
Lastly you have your friends who they love you so much " I said
She sat on her bed and cried
" I hate my life jack .. my life is so hard . You fucking kissed her , people hate me , I got bullied all my school years and of course it will happen in college, I wanna die , I just wanna leave " she said crying
" I love you liv , i love you soo much and I do care about you " I said
" I - the moment that you were holding hands with her and the photo is not getting out of my mind , whenever I remember you or see you , I just remember that fucking moment .. why are you here jack ? Why do you want me to be hurt " she said
" I don't liv .. I don't want you to be hurt .. if you want me to leave , I'll do just to make you happy " I said
She stayed silent
" liv look I promise you that I'll never hurt you again , I swear that if you want me to leave I'll do " I said
" is it that easy to leave ? " she said
" it not .. I swear it's not , but I promised to do anything that would make you happy " I said
" but who said I wanna leave you ? " she said making me smile
" you .. you don't want me to go ? .." I said a bit surprised
" jack .. I'm angry and sad at you , why ? Because I do love you and I don't want you to leave me .. but you broke my heart jack ! You hurt me "
She said
" liv .. liv look at me " I said holding her hands
" I love you so so much , and I would do anything to let you forgive me . I would never talk to Madison , or even say her name . I wouldn't even talk to girls if you want ." I said
" okay then .. " she said
" really ? I promise I'll not talk to any girl - wait .. my sisters and mom are girls , also for Stassie , Karen and Vanessa ! " I said
" Im joking you idiot , talk to anyone but Madison no or you'll be killed " she said
" okay ! I promise liv .. I'll do anything to make you forgive me " I said
" we'll see " she said
" should I call them ? They were worried sick and maybe they are still " I said
" um , call them " liv said
" it's better if you go , I'll just clean up in here , because you know if they came here and saw this .. " I said
She stood up as I did too
I put my hands on her cheeks
" liv promise me you're not doing this again , just promise you're not even thinking about this ! Please Liv , I just hate seeing you like this " I said
" I promise jack .. I promise you " she said
" carful ! There is glass over there " I said as she got out
" I can see , ya know " she said making me laugh
I sat on the bed and started think of everything
" jack " I looked up to see Shawn
" you okay ? " Shawn said sitting next to me
" how could I be okay Shawn ? How ? She was fucking gonna kill her self ! Look at the glass ! She was going to do it ! " I said
" look jack we'll figure out everything and let her be okay , you could do this " Shawn said
