I feel like todays goanna be a long day
I woke up toke a shower than got dressed and than got the girls up and took them a shower than got them dressed
today was the last show in Nashville so next we are going to LA I've always loved LA I've wanted to move there for ages and I was thinking of moving there soon anyways I went downstairs with the girls and they went to go sit by Cameron ever since we've come here they have gotten closer to Cameron more than anyone else its like they know that Cameron's their father I went in line to get our food and came back to the table and gave them their food they ate and so did I looked up and saw Cameron staring at me I had a mini heart attack I mean what if he realizes that I'm mads his mads what if he knows I'm his ex girlfriend oh jeez
what are you staring at I asked him in a giggle trying to hide my worries
oh nothing just a beautiful girl in front of me I blushed and looked away I saw that I was done and the girls were done too soo I told him that I was going to take the girls in the car and I did thank god I got out of their I strapped the girls in and sat down I was talking to the girls when the car door opened it was nash and cam came in and I looked at nash he had a face that was saying you better tell soon
I looked away and looked at cam and he was on his phone I took the time to see his facial features he had a sharp jaw brown hair his eyes where the most chocolate of brown and he was just handsome I was brought out of my gaze when the car started moving
it was a quite ride all the way there when we finally got there were screaming girls we got in the venue and we were talking and then we had to go out cause the event started we were having fun it was time for questions and people kept asking the boys things like do you have a girlfriend or like do you have tattoos and if you would ever date someone and never tell the fans
then a girl raised her hand and cam picker her
girl pov
my question is for Madison
do know the twins father
mads pov
yes I do know the twins father
girl pov
is the father in the twins life
mads pov
no the father is not in their lives right now
girl pov
is one of the boys here there father
mads pov
I looked over to Cameron and looked back at the girl
umm no none of the boys are their father
girls pov
well how come you looked over to Cameron is he their father
mads pov
no Cameron is not their father I tried to sound calm but it was a little rushed
girls pov
ok then well how come you never told the father they exist
mads pov
well the reason why was because that, well maybe, I was trying to think of a what to say
you know what I didn't tell the father because I was scared I was scared that he will hate me I'm scared that he will hate my daughters and I'm scared that my daughters will finally now who their father is and then him leaving them I don't want my daughters asking why their father doesn't love them and them asking if their father hates them I want my girls to never have to go through that and I don't wan them to ever feel like they were never loved by their father I just want my girls to be happy and feel loved
I was on the brink of crying I wiped a tear away with my sleeves and I can see that some of the audience members were crying too I went up to my beautiful girls and hugged them it was now time for the meet and greet some girls said that they loved my speech and some girls said that they love me and the girls and the girl that asked the question said that she was sorry for putting me through that
I told her that I was thankful she put me through that it was time to say it out loud why I am scared of telling the father of my children that I had his kids and that I needed to hear it come out of my mouth
we are now at the hotel room and we are watching a movie the avengers the girls fell asleep at the part where Loki is at the party thing and then he tells everyone that they should bow to their new king or something like that I heard a knock at the door and I opened it
it was everyone they all came in I told them to be quite cause of the girls they all hugged me and said that if I needed a friend to talk to then go to them I thanked them and they all went o my living room to watch the movie I went and took mia too bed while Cameron took bella we put them in bed and I kissed their foreheads I turned and Cameron was still there he told me that I was a great mother I told him thanks
he got closer and he was a few inches away from my face he told me I was beautiful I tried to speak but I was cut off by his lips on mine we moved in sync and we finally stopped we were breathing heavy
yay mommy and Cameron kissed yay
we looked over and bella and mia were awake
were you guys awake the whole time
yes mommy we were and we saw you and cammy kiss is cammy our new daddy
well sweetheart no he isn't your new daddy now go back to sleep ok you two
ok mommy the girls said
I walked out the door with Cameron and we went back to the living room with the others
we finally finished the movie and everyone went home except for Cameron
ok Cameron I don't think we should be doing this
doing what cam said
doing this I motioned between me and him we should not be intimate ok
is this because of the girls father are you still seeing him
no I'm not still seeing him its just I'm not looking for a relationship right now and I have the twins to look after its just too much ok I think you should leave
ok I understand ill leave you alone see ya cam said
I closed the door and slid down it I started crying I got up and went o bed tomorrow we leave for LA my favorite city lets hope LA will be a breeze
well LA is going to be drama filled keep reading to find out
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Seeing Double(Cameron Dallas)
Fanfictionmadison carter de la Rosa Ramirez was only 13 when her and Cameron also 13 gave up their virginity to each other, you see they have known all their life and dated each other for two years but after they did it Cameron had to move away to north Carol...