Words From The Heart

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Take your time an read slow
Put the music your listening to on low
Don't for get to lock your door
I'm about to tell you way more
From the begin I promise

I was left on my own
No one to help me up when I fell
My walls got broken down by one
Then my heart got wripped out
My wall took for ever to be rebuild
And I wondered how I was still standing
I felt like no one cared about my life so
I easily why should I

I never saw my sisters face again
Which left abandon
I can't run to my parents
I can't run at all
Then one notice the mask on my face
That slowly started to come off
I told him very thing
I called him my friend
I called my world
Tell one day I found out the truth
That let me down
I fell in to the dark hole that never seemed to end

I don't really know if my wall ever rebuilt from that
I never heard his voice again

I was scared
As I watched my friends walk
Pass me with out a simple hi
That when I went back to the why should I
I took out the small, thin metal
That seem to help Evey thing
I could have died that night when
I found the rope in the backyard

I had no friends no one to talk to...,,

I made up my mind and put all behind me
Till I felt brave and let some one break down my walls and talk to me
He knew ever secret and every thing
He told me I was his light in the dark
And he would never let go
But I let go cuz I felt to close
Then he begged for me to come back
Then he..

I saw it with my eyes
I read with my eyes
I never though he would
When she from thin air
A cheater slipped through my fingers
And it was all my fault

I tried to talk to the once who Were now my friends
But ever word I said never seem listened to
That when I brought the guestion back
Why should I
I brought the thin blade back out on my hand
And it came naturally to keep going
Then one heared
An spoke a word to another
I was then stick in a room for 30 minutes
With a lady above my age

And here I am know
Nothing as changed
My walls never rebuilt cause so weak
Nothing has changed
Not one little bit

Its just a poem not real