Perfect Night Out Not So Perfect (Jmb)

Not The Same Anymore

Listen to this song it has a good meaning to it!

Recap
I shut my eyes tightly i hear a familiar laugh i open my eyes to suprisley see...

Joeys pov
Joey:y/n(coming closer to the bed)
You:um i am but may i ask who are you
My heart skipped a beat after those words leave her mouth
Joey:y-you don't r-remember me at all
A smile appears on her face
You:joey im kidding
I dont know if i should be happy or sad.Why is this so awkward for me
Joey:i knew you were (scratching the back of his neck)
We where talking but an awkward conversation like one of us would talk but it goes silent after that then a couple of minutes Charles and the rest of the gang comes barging in, thank you
Your pov
Alyssa:y/n are okay no bruises,cuts (touching all over your face)
You giggled
You:im good its just that my back
They look at you confuse
Stephanie:duh she got stabbed in the back,literally
Charles:babe i think they get it
You:babe?was i out that long
They nod
You start to tear up
They come comfort me but the one i really want to hug is joey but he doesn't even bother in fact his on his phone texting someone
You:who's he texting
They look away not making eyes contact
Somethings up and i feel like it isnt good
You:charles tell me please
Charles:um well he got himself a girlfriend
You look down
You:was it because i was taking too long to wake up
They nod in response
Andrea:just for your information your way better than her
I fake smile
i don't wanna live anymore
Why couldn't he(jeff) stab me in the heart,it would of hurt less.
You:can y'all leave me and joey alone?
They walk out
I have to prepare myself to not burst into tears, i knew he would give up on me but i wouldn't think this early
Finally i spoke up
You:why
He look up to see if i was talking to him
Joey:me?(pointing to himself)
You:why joey,am i not good enough to wait a little longer?
Joey:look im sorry but...
You:but what no just say it im not good enough
He looks down
You:i should of known im gonna get hurt again
fuck it just let them out,my tears drip out staining the white cloth
Joey:don't cry look
You:no you look i gave you my heart and you break it because you couldnt wait
Joey:i suffered too
You:how(rising my voice)
Joey:I CUT FOR YOU EVEN BECAME DEPRESSAMD SHIT.I COULDNT SEE YOU NO MORE KNOWING YOU WOULD BE LAYING THERE EYES SHUT AND ALL
You:SO YOU GOT A GIRLFRIEND TO FORGET ME
Joey:y/n look im sorry but it was the only thing to get you out my mind and try to be happy and a-and get out of my room for once (calmimg his voice)
You:JUST GO LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE
Joey:y/n pl-
You:GO I DONT WANNA HEAR IT
Joey:FINE I WILL BUT DON'T EXPECT ME TO COME AND LOVE YOU
He slammed the door
I broke down soon sophie and the group come in
I didnt want to see anyone at this point or even at all
Sophie:y/n im sorry i didnt know either
You didnt reply
Two weeks later
Yes i have forgotten about the situation with joey and i feel free but then i need joey. Its so confusing!
Brandon:y/n come on jump
You:what if its cold
So im currently at Sophies house with everyone and im the only one that hasnt jump in the cold ass water
Hunter:don't make me push you in
You:okay wai-
Someones pushed me in i dont know who,all of them are in the pool

Well this chapter sucks!
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