Until you are mine

17. The Santillan Seal

I woke up the next morning not knowing what to expect. I opened my eyes and felt the cold breeze coming from the big glass window in front of the guest room's bed. I looked around. I had a funny dream last night.

But wait? Was it a dream? Pinakiramdaman ko ang sarili ko. My eyes widened with awe when I felt that muscular arms around my waist. I also felt something hard poking my behind. I slowly turned my head around and that was when I realized that I wasn't dreaming last night. Natitigilan ako.

Yllak was beside me – he was asleep. My mouth fell open. Looking at him right now makes me feel – we'll I don't really know what or how to feel. Lalo pang nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang hatakin niya ako papalpit sa kanya. My face was now resting on his chest while his hand found my breast. I moaned softly. Was he already awake? I stared at him. He seemed to be sleeping. Nakapatong lang ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko. Kung may makakakita sa amin ngayon – they'd think that we – you know – but we didn't – but last night while he was lashing his tongue in and out of my core – I have asked myself if I am ready for this.

Would I want to give him my virginity? I bit my lower lip. I wonder if he knows that I'm still a virgin. Ayaw niya kaya ng virgin? Is that the reason why he chose to sleep rather than to take me?

"Hmm..." He stirred a bit. Yllak looked like an angel sleeping like that. Para bang hindi siya gagawa ng masama. Kusang tumaas ang kamay ko para haplusin ang mukha niya. I wonder what's going inside his mind. I made a mental note to talk to him after he wakes up. We need to clarify things fast bago pa ako mauwi sa confusion.

"Yllak..." I called him. He didn't move. "Yllak!" Pinisil ko ang ilong niya pero wala pa rin. I stared at him again. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa collar bone niya. Napangisi ako nang mapansin ko ang tattoo niya doon. Hinaplos ko ang marking iyon – tulad rin iyon ng tattoo niya sa v-line niya. I wonder what that means. Alam kong kapareho lang iyon nang tattoo niyang nakita ko noon.

My hands travelled down his chest down to his abs. Pinaglaya ko ang kamay ko doon. Natutuwa akong maramdaman ang malumanay na pagbaba at pagtaas ng kanyang tyan. He looked so peaceful.

Finally, I reached his v-line. Bahagya akong kumawala sa yakap niya. I touched those lines very carefully – I was afraid that he would wake up – matatapos kaagad ang explorations ko. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang biglang may humawak sa palapulsuhan ko. Tumaas ang tingin ko. He's awake. He was looking at me. My mouth parted a bit.

"Good morning, baby." Parang gusto kong mapakagat-labi sa boses niyang iyon. His bedroom voice is so damn sexy – I felt hot – erotic hot already. Hinatak niya ako papunta sa kanya – next thing I know I was on top of him. Tiningnan ko ang sarili ko. Noon ko lang napagtanto ang hitsura ko.

I was wearing my lingerie but my breasts are bared. Kitang-kita iyon ni Yllak. Ngumisi siya. Gumala ang kamay niya sa katawan ko – particularly near my ribs – where my tattoo is located.

"What does this mean?" He asked. His forefingers were on my mark – touching it back and forth – making me want to moan.

"Freedom." I answered. "Thos-e a-are Greek characters." I bit my lower lip. Why the hell am I feeling like this? Bakit kahit anong gawin ni Yllak, erotic ang dating? He smiled lazily.

"What do you wanna do today?" I asked him. I wanted to make some conversation – kahit ano na lang basta mawala ang tension sa katawan ko.

"You." He grinned. I gasped. He laughed. Noon ko pa naririnig ang tawa niya but right now, his laughter is the sexiest sound I have ever heard!

Ano bang ginawa ni Yllak sa akin?

"Umayos ka nga!" Sigaw ko. I sighed. I looked at him. Nakaunan sa ulo niya ang kanang kamay niya. Tinititigan niya lang ako. He caressed my shoulder.