Don't Count On It

Chapter 11

"D! D! Faceache!!" Murdoc screamed in my face. My eyes slowly opened and my head started to throb. I don't even know how I got home.
"Murdoc?" I asked, confusedly.
"No shit. Where have you been?!" He yelled.
"I honestly don't know. How did I get home?" I squinted as I looked up at Murdoc.
"You came fucking waltzing in at 4am after I spent hours looking for you! I was worried sick! You could have been killed!" Murdoc cared all the sudden?
"I'm sorry. Murdoc. Please let me sleep for now," I plead.
"Alright. But later you're getting an earful," he said as he walked away and slammed the door behind him. I smiled to myself. He was pissed but only because he cared about me.

    The sound of glass breaking woke me from my sleep. I was full of fear. Maybe I had been in a coma. Maybe I had dreamt our whole relationship. Murdoc was suddenly so different. Well, not different. He's exactly how he was before. Angry. Bitter. Vicious. He was pushing me away. I had to know why.
"Murdoc, why'd you throw that bottle?" I asked.
"I felt like it," he growled at me.
"What's wrong?"
"Leave me alone," he said.
"Murdoc, please tell me-"
"Leave me alone!" He screamed in my face.
"NO! YOU TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG! NOW!" I screamed back so loud it hurt my throat. Murdoc stepped back a bit. His eyes widened. He wasn't used to me standing up for myself.
"Russel and Noodle are coming home soon. They can't know about us," he said with a grimace.
"Why can't they?" I asked.
"What if they don't accept us and they leave the band? Then the press will find out. It'll be everyone's business, then,"
"So what? I love the band but, I love you more. So what if people find out? We love each other. Fuck everyone who doesn't like it. I love you so much, Murdoc," I said as Murdoc looked up at me with tear-filled eyes. He rushed up to me and grabbed my face. He pulled me in for a passionate kiss. It was...electric. Without so much as a warning, the front door flew wide open.
"Woah..." Russel said in his deep voice and covered Noodle's eyes.