A thousand voices I hear
Filling the air around me
None addressed to me
Nobody's smile for me I see
Mumbles everywhere
But not a silent whisper in my head
Not a voice in my ear
But those of these words burning for real
A million times and yet again
All that is left is words drenched with pain.
Seems like just now
But a year already gone for
I was lost in your being
Enraptured in your dream
Turned blind to those nightmares
That still have me up with dares
And challenge me to live
When all I see is murder when I blink.
Maybe I seem fine
Probably humming lines
Then why can't my mind
Give me peace at night ?
Those tears are dry
People may think all this is a lie
But if you saw what I see in my sleep
You wouldn't survive the next day sweet
This day I dreaded
This date I hate
This moment of nothing
When I know I'm lost yet again.
