Car travel, drive far... go, stay, but no matter how far I go my mind wanders back to you. Wanders back to our memories together and if they mean as much to you as much as they mean to me... Time never in my favor because our memories always come to an end. Me wishing they'd last longer, long enough to know forever. But that's selfish and I know you don't feel tho same so I hide it as much as I can, trying to carry on with my life. Staying friends, not asking for more in fear of rejection and judgement. Maybe this will help me cope with the urge to message you. Let you live your life in peace while I live mine in piece... by piece together or apart my life is hard, and through it all I still seek you. Will you ever know how much I care for you? Only God truly knows...
