To my dearest,
I miss you.
I miss you to that point I'm dying;
Dying but couldn't die.
Just in that process
Of so much pain,
So much stabbing,
And cutting,
And piercing
Of knives and blades—
So much bleeding.I miss you.
I miss you to that point I'm dying;
Dying but couldn't really die.
Just in that process
Of burning in flames,
Taking down my world,
And my body,
And my heart
Into ashes—
So much like hell.I can't take this,
But you can now take your freedom.
Yes, I'm letting you go.
I give up.
I'm giving it up all;
My memories of you,
My dreams with you,
My life for you.Let me say good bye;
End all things connecting to you,
But because
You are my life,
I'll end it too.
Maybe; finally,
I'll be
Out of that process.And no more of missing you.
YOU ARE READING
inked.
PoetryJust some random thoughts in my mind, felt by the heart and inked on paper by my hands to make these not-so-nice poems for the soul. matry.lang.