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Dear Eddie,

Have any good chucks today Eds? No, you didn't. Maybe you did, I don't know. How does it work? When you're dead, I mean. I know I didn't. Maybe I won't, ever again.

I got rings, Eddie. One for you, one for me. They aren't wedding rings, they were a promise. That one day, we were going to marry each other. And I never got the chance to give one to you. I still have them, Eds. One of them I wear. The other I keep in my pocket. 

I wanted to marry you, Eds, I wanted to start a family with you. We... we would have been so happy. So unbelievably happy. I look at the rings and think of what we could have had, what I wanted us to have so badly. But it's all gone now.

I was so in love with you, I'm still so in love with you, and I've never loved anyone more. It hurts Eds, it hurts so bad. I don't know what to do, I'm lost without you. I keep telling myself that it'll get better, but it doesn't, it never does.

Eddie, I lost you. I lost everything.

All my love, Richie

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