Secrets

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Secrets. When you know something that if someone else finds out can get you into trouble. I wasn't sure telling my father that I'm seeing my best friend's entity would be a good thing but why would I keep it to myself when I knew it wasn't going to really risk? But it would make him think that I'm absolutely bonkers.

 I wasn't sure telling my father that I'm seeing my best friend's entity would be a good thing but why would I keep it to myself when I knew it wasn't going to really risk? But it would make him think that I'm absolutely bonkers

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I didn't need that because there was a time which I was in a very dark place...Where i was drowning in my thoughts. It's a nasty feeling to fall into the web of your own mind, so many unanswered questions and secrets to the world. Everyone just needs guidance and clues to know if they are going in the right path or the other as some people can't tell the difference. When I founded out what Oli could do I needed to tell someone but I didn't k ow who. I didn't have a lot of friends then so I just bottled everything inside.

 I didn't have a lot of friends then so I just bottled everything inside

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Even though I knew it would explode one day. Now that I think about it my poor Dad  went through a lot, specially when he lost my mum. Him explaining me to me that I had no mother was the hardest thing. He didn't know how to word it properly, so he just said that's she's turned into an Angel and is watching everyone from above. And me for being a child I was clueless that this meant my mother was simply...gone. I was bullied for not "having" a mum when I was a child specially when I said that she was still here and watching me. It got so bad to the point where I had to move several schools. I would always come home and cry rivers till my eyes were sore and dry. My sister Aiame and yes it's Amy but spelt like my name , would try to comfort me. But what could she do she lost mum as well. Talking about my mother
is a difficult topic for me to talk about but she died...giving birth to me. So I wondered if I ever was worth it, was it worth it that my sister and father lost mum for me? But Oli saw my pain and tried to help but only my mother could guid me then.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 27, 2017 ⏰

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