Only you #hyungwonho

Chapter 9

I'm salty about a lot of things today. The MWAVE voting. And my SHINE FOREVER ALBUM + others still didn't arrive yet. So here it goes.

Hyungwon turned on the hot shower. He stayed under it in his drenched clothes, wishing that the hot water could wash away all his thoughts. He came to his senses as he felt the hot water started to burn on his skin. Turning off the water tap, he slipped out of his wet attire. Going back to his bedroom, he put on his sweater and long pants, not even bothering to dry his hair. Now that the heat from the hot shower started to leave him, Hyungwon felt cold. His heart was icy. Sitting on the edge of his bed, Hyungwon tried to reason with himself and attempted to act normal as he waited for Hyewon to come home.

Hyungwon attempted to occupy his mind by studying. He went to his desk and started to go through tomorrow's lesson. It was a poor attempt. All he did was drawing circles on the paper as the hours passed by.

He heard the main door unlocked. Must be Hyewon. He tried to act as if he was busy when he heard footsteps coming upstairs. He heard knocks and the door knob turned.

"Hyungwon-ah. Did you eat yet? I got take out, it's downstairs." Hyewon said.

"Ahh. Not yet." Hyungwon started to put away his so-called-notes and followed Hyewon downstairs. He saw there were only one set of take out on the kitchen counter.

"Where's yours? You already ate?" Hyungwon asked Hyewon.

"Ah. I already ate with someone just now."

"Who?"

"He said he had classes together with you? Wonho?" Hyungwon heart sank.

"O-Ok." He tried to sound as normal as he can. But his eyes were glossy.

"I'm gonna eat this in my room. Too busy." Hyungwon grabbed the take out box and ran upstairs as fast as he can. He barely heard what Hyewon said after him. Reaching him room, he closed and locked the door as tears started to roll down his pretty face. He felt tired as he set the food on his desk and went to lie down on his bed. Hyungwon cried himself to sleep.

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They were now having lunch break at the cafeteria. Both of them were having ramyeon today. Wonho was chattering away happily while slurping his favourite food, barely noticing that his friend was silently watching him from the opposite side of the table.

"Urm. Hyungwon you have a twin sister right?" Hyungwon flinched at the question but quickly replied.

"Yeah."

"I had seen her yesterday in the maid café. She's a beauty." Wonho said while looking dreamy.

Those words felt like thousands swords that pierced into his heart, even worse, it was tearing him apart. Hyungwon loves his sister. And he also recently discovered that he loves this man that was sitting in front of him, this man that he loves more than just a friend. Hyungwon was indeed jealous but the feeling of loves for both of them towered over his jealousy. He doesn't want to be selfish. He wanted them both to be happy. If they were meant to be together, Hyungwon would want to be there to support and cheer for them, even though he would be that one that suffered.

"Yeah, I even know you had dinner with her." Hyungwon said, trying to sound like he was teasing Wonho.

"Mhm. It was great. And I learnt a lot." Wonho keep on eating.

"What do you mean you learnt a lot?"

"Nothing. It's oursecret." Wonho smirked at Hyungwon. The taller male just smiled and shook hishead in reply, he dropped his head, avoiding further eye contact with Wonho,his heart was shattered. But little did he knew, Wonho was also watching himfrom the corner of his eyes.

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