Ethan Dolan Bet On Me

CHP2- It's not what you think

Chapter 2: it's not what you think

Alexis

After, what happened in the hallway I make my way into the other class. I hate that I'm already late on my first day.

"Why are you late?" The teacher looks at me just by seeing her she seems like those types of teachers that are always mad for no apparent reason.

"Um, personal issu-es," I stutter

"Take a seat next to Ashton, Please raise your hand," She anounces. I scan the classroom and I see him all the way in the back

I make my way to the back of the classroom. I try to be quiet as possible till someone sticks out there foot and I trip. I glance over and it's some dumb jock from my last class.

Honestly, today isn't my day at all. To this point I'm very pissed.

Be careful, you don't wanna fall and get your dick get cut off and there goes your so called goal

I come up with these snarky comments but they only stay in my head. They only come out if I'm really annoyed.

I get up from the floor and make my way to the seat next to Ashton.

"So, we meet again," He smirks as he's looking straight ahead

"How di-d you kn-ow it was me," I stuttered to take those words out my mouth

"I may be a jock but I'm not a dick you know, plus your face gave it away," He chuckled while I'm just having a moment to realize how stupid I am

"Why are you really shy? You're beautiful and smart, you know." He smiles while telling me all that. He didn't even struggle to tell me that.

He must think he's going to get in my pants. I haven't even kissed any guy

"Your point is?" I say in annoyance. He wasn't ugly but like no I'm not trying to get played and be the school's joke. I have my innocence still.

"You must think I'm trying to get into your pants, if I was trying to I wouldn't of struggled of doing it by now," He winks

"You're so cocky, what makes you think I would of agreed sleeping with you?" I laugh almost bursting into tears

Why am I still even talking to him? He was pretty much reading my mind. What the actual fuck?

"You would tremble under my touch, as my hand goes up your thigh just sending you the chills," He slowly whispers into my ear trying to get me to agree.

I look over at my thigh and there was his hand. I just smack his hand away from my thigh. I wasn't even turned on by him.

I guess, I should I mean I haven't kissed a guy ever. I have no sexual life whatsoever. But, I just wasn't

"You don't phase me," is all I say and now I pay attention to the class then just talking.

***

That class was so boring. But you know a little interesting due to the fact that Ashton was still talking to me.

I glance over the shoulders in front of me and I see Lauren with Katelyn. They were laughing about something.

"Hey, what's so funny?" I ask them trying to know what's so funny that's making them laugh so hard

"Girl, you haven't heard?" Katelyn is giggling non-stop you can't understand her at all

"Heard what?" I widen my eyes

"Some person wrote something of feeling left out. Of how they aren't good enough. There fear of being alone," I widen my eyes oh no that's my work

"What's so funny about it?" I ask trying to hold back my tears

"Whoever wrote this must be so dumb, how can anyone be afraid of being alone," Katelyn hissed

"How did it go out?" I ask

"Someone posted it on Instagram and Snapchat," She hands me her phone

The caption was " what a loser"

People all around me were looking at there phones and laughing. I walk away from the crowd in the hallway. I hear Lauren call my name.

But I block her out. I feel like just crying. It's scary feeling alone. How can that be funny to anyone?

I'm outside, I start to breathe in and out. But I wasn't able to handle it anymore. I let my tears out. No one is really outside anymore so I'm alone here.

No on can know it was me.

Lauren💓: where are you? You just left without saying anything.

Katelyn😻: why did you leave?

My cries turn into sobs. The ones that just break your heart. That's how I felt. You would think I tell my friends everything. I don't.

I'm not depressed but there are times where I feel extremely sad. I guess, that being known as the nerd bothers me.

I'm just against a tree and I just sit there. I'm glad, this is my free period.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I hear someone day and I wipe my tears away quickly.

It was Ashton.

"You know mascara got into my eye," I fake laugh trying to play it off

"You don't wear makeup, what's wrong?" He asks trying to sooth me

Should I tell him?

"Nothing is wr-ong," I mumble under my breath

"It's the picture that's going around isn't it?" He questions me and rubs my back in circles

"Ye-ah," I let out a tear stream down my cheek.

"Don't listen to them, what you wrote is true just that no one likes to accept that it's true. You're not invisible you know. You are good enough." He grins at me

I really needed to hear that.

"Thank you, but why are you here? Like you have people who must be looking for you," I question him causing him to laugh a little

"Those aren't my friends, they know nothing about me," He laughs

He wipes away the tears left on my cheek with his thumb. We're face to face. We just look at each other's eyes. He leans in a little. I just stay where I am.

"Alexis, we were worried about you," Lauren gushes over and then I see her smirk

"Oh my god!" Katelyn squeals

I just turn red and feel my cheeks burning. This isn't what it looks like.

"I'll see you later," Ashton gets up and waved goodbye and smiles at me

"You guys had a moment!" They both say in sync.

I just roll my eyes.

"What time is the party?" I ask trying to change the conversation.

Chapter 2 I hope you guys like it. Congratulations to Ethan and Grayson who reached 3mil on Twitter. Sadly, I didn't get followed. But congratulations to who did 💓!!