Carter Queen Street

Chapter 13

Queen-

J- I know that and

C- and I could get pregnant

J- So what if u get pregnant

C- Justin I just turned 19 and you're 22

J- you don't want to have my babies

C- yes I would love to have yo big head babies someday not now though

J- why not now you out of school and since we cut back on the game some so less money but we still make 2 mill each each trade. we have 80 times more than that saved up. that's more than enough

C- I never said money was the problem

J- what's the problem then Car

C- I don't think we should have kids now

J- you still not giving me a reason Carter give me a fucking reason

C- I'm not ready. I'm only 19. I'm helping you raise 4 kids already and you want more. isn't four enough already and we're 19 and 22. what are we gonna do with another one or two now Justin. 

J- Mann you should've said that before now I want kids now baby.

C- isn't four enough baby we're  to young

J- baby let's just see what happens

C- no tomorrow I'm getting the day after pill

J- why would you do that to me killing my seed

C- Justin we don't even know if its formed yet and why don't you get that I'm not ready

J- why don't you get that I am

C- same reason we want  two different things

J- Mann I can't do this. either you gone see what happen or you getting the pill

C- I'm getting the pill

J- why the fuck. Mann fuck it I'm leaving.

C- you're leaving why huh cause I don't want to have kids right now

J- exactly

C- you know what you a bitch nigga fuck you. I'm done

I can't keep doing this shit, why the fuck I stayed with him this fucking long, I'm sick of all this fucking arguing all over nothing. I'm done with this shit

J-  fuck me well fuck you too witcho dumb inconsiderate ass

I walked with him to the 4th floor

J- Rock and Fire pack all y'all shit cause y'all ain't coming back

twins-  why

J- does it matter do what the fuck I said damn

They went and started packing and he went started packing the girls stuff . I went the room where we had sex in and grabbed the pillows and sheets and out them in the fireplace and lit it up. the fire finished burning it 10 mins later. I put the fire out and went to the hall. and Justin was finished with the girls stuff .

J- yall done

twins- yea

C- bye bubbas I'm going to miss y'all

I hugged them and they kissed my cheeks

Rod- why we gotta leave

C- nun its just

Justin looked at me with hurt in his eyes clenching his jaw. I had the same look in my eyes.

C- never mind you wouldn't understand